๐ค synopsis: mha boys accidentally confess. whoopz.
๐ค pairings: izuku midoriya x reader, katsuki bakugou x reader, shoto todoroki x reader, eijiro kirishima x reader, denki kaminari x reader
๐ค side note: yes, I know people have done this before..just donโt mind it itโs my first smauโฆand yes. Iโm lazy; sssshh..also so sorry for them being blurry
taglist: [open]
mutuals: @https-bakugo @haikyuubby @va-3 @lotusstarr @tulippanes @gh0st-g1rll @luvseraphh
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masterlist: a curated collection of links, resources, or posts, all organized in one central post for easy access.
โ back to my introduction post
big personal note: some wonโt have masterlist ready because Iโm putting these for people to ask/commission ideas. they will have master-lists when Iโm able to make one.
my hero academia:
full masterlist
jujutsu kaisen:
full masterlist
demon slayer (kimestu no yaiba):
full masterlist
bungo stray dogs:
full masterlist
adventure time:
full masterlist
detective comics (dc):
full masterlist
marvel (mcu):
full masterlist
stranger things:
full masterlist
arcane:
full masterlist
call of duty:
full masterlist
resident evil:
full masterlist
danganronpa:
full masterlist
undertale:
full masterlist
the quarry:
full masterlist
the walking dead games (twdg):
full masterlist
sonic the hedgehog:
full masterlist
doki doki literature club (ddlc):
full masterlist
exit side note: this part of my blog will always change depending on if i remember to do it or not. .
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๐ญ๐๐ ๐ฌ: ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐จ๐๐จ๐ซ๐จ๐ค๐ข ๐ฑ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ, ๐ญ๐จ๐๐จ๐ซ๐จ๐ค๐ข ๐ฑ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ, ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐จ๐๐จ๐ซ๐จ๐ค๐ข ๐ฑ ๐ ๐ง! ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ
๐ฉ๐๐ข๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐จ๐๐จ๐ซ๐จ๐ค๐ข ๐ฑ ๐ก๐๐ซ๐จ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฎ๐๐๐ง๐ญ! ๐ ๐ง! ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ
he probably notices you studying in the common room, always meticulously organized. he respects the dedication.
if your quirk is related to warmth or fire, he's automatically wary but intrigued. he'll observe you carefully, trying to understand how you control it.
accidental encounters are his weakness. bumping into you in the hallway, dropping his sobaโฆ he'll apologize profusely, then retreat into himself.
he appreciates directness. if you're the one to initiate conversation, he'll be surprised but relieved. small talk isn't his forte, so dive into a topic he can actually discuss.
if you're good at reading people, you'll notice the subtle shift in his eyes when he acknowledges you. it shows he's paying attention, even if he doesn't say much.
he is most likely to have met you because you were partnered up in class together for hero training. he was surprised you weren't afraid.
he first thinks you're pretty when he sees you smile; he hasn't seen you smile, though, but he believes your smile is worth protecting.
he finds himself having to protect you in class a lot, but you're strong for yourself.
he doesn't understand the warm feeling in his chest when you are near him. he wonders if heโs sick so he asks recovery girl but she just gives him a knowing look and tells him to โrestโ.
he wants to understand your quirk better, not just from a strategic point of view, but because he wants to understandย you.
soba dates become a 'thing' because it's a comfortable, neutral ground. he's happy to share his favorite spot, and secretly pleased if you enjoy it too.
jf you tease him, he'll get flustered and look away, a slight blush creeping up his neck. it's adorable.
he starts using his fire side more in training to impress you, but he's also scared of hurting you.
training with you becomes something he looks forward to. he really enjoys analyzing your fighting style and strategizing with you.
he starts noticing the little things about you โ the way you laugh, the way you concentrate, the little quirks that make youย you.
he secretly asks fuyumi for advice on how to be a better friend, making her extremely happy.
if he sees others being rude or disrespectful to you, a flicker of cold fury passes over his face. he'll step in, but subtly.
he starts spacing out in class and ends up getting in trouble.
he asks you to show him your quirk again.
his resting face is now soft when he is around you, and it makes everyone notice.
dates are quiet, thoughtful, and often involve food of some kind. he likes taking you to hidden ramen shops or quiet parks.
physical affection is something he's still learning. he might start with gentle touches like holding your hand or putting an arm around you.
he worries constantly about his father. he will never be a man like him, and he is afraid you will think he will be like him.
he loves cuddling you. he's warm and cold at the same time, so you're always at the perfect temperature.
he'll open up about his family, but it takes time and trust. be patient and listen without judgment.
he wants to protect you and keep you safe, but he also respects your strength and independence.
heโll bring you small gifts โ a flower he found in the garden, a limited-edition soba flavor, or a book he thinks you'll enjoy.
he listens intently when you talk and remembers everything you say. he shows he cares by paying attention.
comforting him after a nightmare about his past might involve a hug and a promise to stay by his side.
he burns himself on purpose in order to feel something other than the burning desire he has for you.
he will do his best to be your partner despite his anxieties and worries. he will make sure to put you first.
he will always cook soba for you, and he will always ask you what he can do to be better.
he will be flustered when you kiss him, but he will kiss you back.
his favorite thing is listening to you ramble about books that you love.
he gives his whole heart to you and trusts you will take care of it.
he'll get jealous, but he won't show it... just expect extra cuddles and attention to you that day.
he's very protective of you and makes sure you're comfortable in every situation. he will be your safe haven.
he loves to hold your hand, especially if you're nervous or scared. it's his way of grounding you.
he will make sure to show how much he loves you.
ยฉ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ โ
๐ญ๐๐ ๐ฌ: ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ข๐ง๐ง๐๐ซ ๐ฑ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ, ๐ฌ๐ก๐ฎ๐ข๐๐ก๐ข ๐ฑ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ, ๐ฌ๐ก๐ฎ๐ข๐๐ก๐ข ๐ข๐ ๐ฎ๐๐ก๐ข ๐ฑ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ
๐ฉ๐๐ข๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐ฌ๐ก๐ฎ๐ข๐๐ก๐ข ๐ข๐ ๐ฎ๐๐ก๐ข (๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ข๐ง๐ง๐๐ซ) ๐ฑ ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐ข๐ง! ๐ ๐ง! ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ
heโs initially wary of you. new face in the league? heโs sizing you up, trying to figure out your quirk and loyalty. donโt take it personally; he's just cautious!
if your quirk is even remotely related to heroes (like, you can mimic their voices or analyze their strategies), heโsย extraย suspicious. prove youโre down with the cause!
he will lowkey admire you if you are really strong and have a really strong quirk for fighting heroes and being a villain.
he's surprisingly awkward when you first talk to him. expect a lot of mumbled greetings and averted eye contact. he's not used to interacting with people he doesn't immediately see as either a threat or a hero worshipper.
he's impressed if you can hold your own in a philosophical debate about stain. he needs someone who understands the depth of stain's ideology, not just the surface level admiration.
if you're good at tech or gaming, you've basically unlocked a secret level of respect. he will ask questions about computers and he might ask you to play games with him.
he notices small things. if you offer him a soda after a particularly frustrating mission, or if you defend him when someone makes a joke about his appearance, heย remembers.
he gets flusteredย easily. compliment his fighting style? stuttering mess. ask him his opinion on stain's philosophy? expect a rambling, incoherent explanation.
he starts leaving you little offerings: a cool rock he found, a discarded manga he thinks you might like, a strangely shaped piece of metal he thought looked interesting. itโs his version of a love letter.
he lingers near you during league meetings, trying to subtly position himself so he can hear your input. he values your opinion, even if he doesn't directly say it.
his tail betrays him. happy? it thumps softly against the floor. nervous? it twitches uncontrollably. annoyed? it whips back and forth like a frustrated cat.
he might secretly start wearing a little bit of your favorite color. like, a bandanna or something subtle attached to his villain outfit.
he gets weirdly competitive if youโre talking to other members of the league. not jealous, per seโฆ justโฆ protective? yeah, letโs go with protective.
he uncharacteristically tries to dress nicer. like maybe he would clean his shoes more and try to keep his hair from getting in his face.
he will try to ask you out, but will fail miserably.
dates? forget fancy restaurants. think abandoned warehouses with surprisingly good take-out, or quiet rooftops overlooking the city.
heโs surprisingly affectionate. lots of gentle touches, leaning against you while watching a movie (probably a samurai flick), and the occasional shy hand-hold.
physical affection is aย learningย process for him. He's not sure how much is too much, so he'll often look to you for cues. communication is key!
he's fiercely protective, especially during missions. he'll always have your back, and he won't hesitate to put himself in harm's way to protect you.
he needs reassurance. he worries that you're only with him because of the league, or that you'll eventually get tired of hisโฆ quirks. remind him that you genuinely care about him.
he loves info-dumping about his interests, especially stain. be prepared to listen to hours of passionate monologues about the hypocrisy of hero society.
he will absolutely call you "my beloved stain enthusiast" as a term of endearment.
he will try to protect you from Shigaraki as much as possible.
he treasures any gift you give him. even the smallest, most insignificant thing will be placed in a special spot and treated with reverence.
he starts opening up more about his past and his insecurities. he trusts you implicitly, and he values your judgment.
he is a surprisingly good listener, offering thoughtful advice and genuine empathy. he may not always know what to say, but he'll always be there for you.
he is loyal to a fault. once he's committed, he'sย all in. expect unwavering support, fierce dedication, and a love that burns hotter than dragon fire (okay, maybe notย thathot, but still!).
he sometimes calls you his "scalesmate" out of affection.
you will probably have to learn to hide him when you're on a grocery trip or something, as he can get in trouble if he's seen in public.
heโd absolutely let you customize his outfit, like adding patches or painting it. heโll wear whatever you give him.
he likes to braid your hair while you both watch movies.
ยฉ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ โ
๐ญ๐๐ ๐ฌ: ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ข๐ง๐ง๐๐ซ ๐ฑ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ, ๐ฌ๐ก๐ฎ๐ข๐๐ก๐ข ๐ฑ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ, ๐ฌ๐ก๐ฎ๐ข๐๐ก๐ข ๐ข๐ ๐ฎ๐๐ก๐ข ๐ฑ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ
๐ฉ๐๐ข๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐ฌ๐ก๐ฎ๐ข๐๐ก๐ข ๐ข๐ ๐ฎ๐๐ก๐ข (๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ข๐ง๐ง๐๐ซ) ๐ฑ ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐ข๐ง! ๐ ๐ง! ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ
heโs initially wary of you. new face in the league? heโs sizing you up, trying to figure out your quirk and loyalty. donโt take it personally; he's just cautious!
if your quirk is even remotely related to heroes (like, you can mimic their voices or analyze their strategies), heโsย extraย suspicious. prove youโre down with the cause!
he will lowkey admire you if you are really strong and have a really strong quirk for fighting heroes and being a villain.
he's surprisingly awkward when you first talk to him. expect a lot of mumbled greetings and averted eye contact. he's not used to interacting with people he doesn't immediately see as either a threat or a hero worshipper.
he's impressed if you can hold your own in a philosophical debate about stain. he needs someone who understands the depth of stain's ideology, not just the surface level admiration.
if you're good at tech or gaming, you've basically unlocked a secret level of respect. he will ask questions about computers and he might ask you to play games with him.
he notices small things. if you offer him a soda after a particularly frustrating mission, or if you defend him when someone makes a joke about his appearance, heย remembers.
he gets flusteredย easily. compliment his fighting style? stuttering mess. ask him his opinion on stain's philosophy? expect a rambling, incoherent explanation.
he starts leaving you little offerings: a cool rock he found, a discarded manga he thinks you might like, a strangely shaped piece of metal he thought looked interesting. itโs his version of a love letter.
he lingers near you during league meetings, trying to subtly position himself so he can hear your input. he values your opinion, even if he doesn't directly say it.
his tail betrays him. happy? it thumps softly against the floor. nervous? it twitches uncontrollably. annoyed? it whips back and forth like a frustrated cat.
he might secretly start wearing a little bit of your favorite color. like, a bandanna or something subtle attached to his villain outfit.
he gets weirdly competitive if youโre talking to other members of the league. not jealous, per seโฆ justโฆ protective? yeah, letโs go with protective.
he uncharacteristically tries to dress nicer. like maybe he would clean his shoes more and try to keep his hair from getting in his face.
he will try to ask you out, but will fail miserably.
dates? forget fancy restaurants. think abandoned warehouses with surprisingly good take-out, or quiet rooftops overlooking the city.
heโs surprisingly affectionate. lots of gentle touches, leaning against you while watching a movie (probably a samurai flick), and the occasional shy hand-hold.
physical affection is aย learningย process for him. He's not sure how much is too much, so he'll often look to you for cues. communication is key!
he's fiercely protective, especially during missions. he'll always have your back, and he won't hesitate to put himself in harm's way to protect you.
he needs reassurance. he worries that you're only with him because of the league, or that you'll eventually get tired of hisโฆ quirks. remind him that you genuinely care about him.
he loves info-dumping about his interests, especially stain. be prepared to listen to hours of passionate monologues about the hypocrisy of hero society.
he will absolutely call you "my beloved stain enthusiast" as a term of endearment.
he will try to protect you from Shigaraki as much as possible.
he treasures any gift you give him. even the smallest, most insignificant thing will be placed in a special spot and treated with reverence.
he starts opening up more about his past and his insecurities. he trusts you implicitly, and he values your judgment.
he is a surprisingly good listener, offering thoughtful advice and genuine empathy. he may not always know what to say, but he'll always be there for you.
he is loyal to a fault. once he's committed, he'sย all in. expect unwavering support, fierce dedication, and a love that burns hotter than dragon fire (okay, maybe notย thathot, but still!).
he sometimes calls you his "scalesmate" out of affection.
you will probably have to learn to hide him when you're on a grocery trip or something, as he can get in trouble if he's seen in public.
heโd absolutely let you customize his outfit, like adding patches or painting it. heโll wear whatever you give him.
he likes to braid your hair while you both watch movies.
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Why do I feel like bro motherfucking did this at the beginning of the leagueโฆ
yuga aoyama:
none.
mina ashido:
none.
tsuyu asui:
none.
katsuki bakugou:
whispers at midnight (one-shot) whispers in the dark (one-shot) explosive hearts: a bday surprise (one-shot) unexpected feelings of explosions (one-shot) relationship headcanons
rikido sato:
none.
kyoka jiro:
none.
toru hagakure:
none.
tenya iida:
relationship headcanons
eijiro kirishima:
relationship headcanons
denki kaminari:
relationship headcanons
koji koda:
none.
izuku midoriya:
a heroโs promise relationship headcanons
mashirao ojiro:
none.
fumikage tokoyami:
none.
shoto todoroki:
relationship headcanons
momo yaoyorozu:
none.
ochaco uraraka:
relationship headcanons
hanta sero:
none.
mezo shoji:
none.
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๐ญ๐๐ ๐ฌ: ๐ญ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ ๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ ๐๐ซ๐๐ค๐ข ๐ฑ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ, ๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ ๐๐ซ๐๐ค๐ข ๐ฑ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ, ๐ญ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ ๐ฑ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ, ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐ข๐ง! ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐๐ซ, ๐ฉ๐ซ๐-๐ฐ๐๐ซ
๐ฉ๐๐ข๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐ญ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ ๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ ๐๐ซ๐๐ค๐ข ๐ฑ ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐ข๐ง! ๐ ๐ง! ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ
first meeting? he barely acknowledges you. he's got bigger things to worry about than some new recruit. you're just another pawn to him.
he watches you carefully during your first mission together. not because heย cares, but because he needs to know if you're competent enough to be useful. if you screw up, expect a harsh comment.
your quirk fascinates him, but not in a good way at first. he sees it as a variable he needs to understand and control. he might ask you a million questions.
if your quirk is touch-based, he'sย extremelyย wary. he'll keep his distance and probably wear gloves even when he's not using his own quirk.ย
he forgets your name for weeks. you're just "the [quirk name] user" to him.
he tests you, pushing your buttons, and trying to figure out what makes you tick. he needs to know everything about his teammates, obviously.
you're probably the only one who doesn't flinch when he gets angry. he notices.
the first time he actually listens to you โ really listens, not juststrategizing โ he's caught off guard.ย
he starts finding excuses to be around you. "i need to observe your quirk usage" turns into "i'm sitting in the same room as you while you do absolutely nothing."
he gets unreasonably irritated when other league members talk to you for too long. he would never admit he's jealous.
he starts mimicking your mannerisms, subconsciously.ย
he starts cleaning up his hands some more. not because he wants to touch you, no, no, no. it's because he wants to seem presentable for all for one.
small acts of "kindness," like making sure you're included in mission briefings or "allowing" you to choose your assignments. he's still the boss, after all.
he notices the little things about you: the way you furrow your brow when you're concentrating, the way you fidget when you're nervous, your favorite snack.
he'll deny it to his grave, but he starts taking your opinions into consideration.
he starts scratching his neck a LOT more when you are around for some reason.
if someone hurts you, he is more enraged than he is normaly.
he is more likely to listen to you.
he can't help but stare at you.
he accidentally calls you by a pet name when he's frustrated, and he gets even MORE frustrated after he realizes what he did.
he starts losing sleep, which is never a good sign for his mental state. he doesn't know why, it must be because you are bothering him or something.
the "confession" is less of a romantic declaration and more of a mumbled agreement. "i guess you're... not entirely useless."
physical touch is a HUGE hurdle. it starts with accidental brushes, then maybe a hesitant shoulder bump. he doesn't trust himself (or his quirk) to get any closer.ย
lots of late-night talks about villains, society, and their shared hatred. it's his way of connecting.
he still doesn't say your name often. pet names become his go-to.
he is very protective and possessive of you.
dates? forget fancy restaurants or romantic walks. you're more likely to find yourselves planning world domination over cheap ramen.
he actually listens and remembers things you say and like; if it's useful for a mission, of course.
he can get jealous and possessive, and he isn't afraid to show it.
he occasionally wants to hold your hand but doesn't know how to approach it without disintegrating you.
he gets genuinely upset if you get hurt.
he hates seeing you sad or stressed.
he's still a mess, butย yourย mess. And secretly, he wouldn't have it any other way.
sleepovers are uncommon since his skin can be harmful, but there are nights when he is okay with it.
he's not a cuddler, but he secretly likes it when you snuggle him.
he always wants to be around you.
he would go with you everywhere.
he's willing to doย anythingย for you once he's in love.
when he actually calls you his partner, you know its serious.
sometimes when he's asleep, he has nightmares of you leaving him/ dying, so he hugs you closer in his sleep.
he would take you out on a picnic if you asked, even though he would hate it.
he will often ask you if you are doing alright or if you needed anything.
he would kill for you.
you are, without a doubt, his player 2.
he would never admit it, but you are his weakness.
it makes him very happy when you hug him.
he likes hearing you call him by his name.
he will do anything for you; wether itโsย killingย dealing with someone, or if itโs getting you anything you desire
heย lovesย tolerates you a lot
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๐ค synopsis: in the dimly lit league of villains' hideout, an unexpected moment of vulnerability unfolds between you and dabi as you both share painful memories of your fathers.
๐ค trigger warnings: dark themes, abuse (implied)
๐ค pairing: touya (dabi) todoroki x villain! gender neutral! reader
the afternoon light filtered weakly through the boards covering the windows of the league of villains' current hideout. dust particles danced in the thin beams of sunlight that managed to break through, giving the otherwise dreary room a strange, almost ethereal quality. the abandoned building had become home for the past three weeksโnot the worst place you'd stayed since joining the league, but certainly not the best either.
you lounged on the worn couch, your legs stretched across dabi's lap as he absently traced the scars on your arm with his fingertips. his touch was feather-light, careful not to press too hard against your skin. despite his rough exterior and the violent nature of his quirk, dabi always touched you with a gentleness that still surprised you sometimes.
the hideout was unusually quiet today. shigaraki had taken toga, twice, and spinner on some reconnaissance mission, while mr. compress and kurogiri were meeting with potential allies across town. it was rare to have the place entirely to yourselves, and the silence felt almost luxurious after days of toga's manic laughter and twice's constant contradictory chatter.
"what are you thinking about?" dabi asked, his deep voice breaking through the comfortable silence. his turquoise eyes studied your face with an intensity that used to make you uncomfortable but now felt like home. you shifted slightly, adjusting your position on the couch. "just enjoying the quiet, honestly."
dabi's lips quirked up on one sideโthe closest thing to a genuine smile he ever showed. "never thought i'd miss silence until i joined this circus."
you laughed softly. "remember when toga and twice had that three-hour argument about whether strawberry milk was better than chocolate?" "and then spinner threatened to duct tape their mouths shut?" dabi shook his head, the staples at the corners of his mouth catching the light. "i nearly burned the place down just to escape."
"but you didn't," you said, reaching out to push a strand of his dark hair away from his face. "because underneath all that brooding and those threats, you care about them."
dabi scoffed, though he didn't pull away from your touch. "i don't care about anyone in this league except you."
"mmm, keep telling yourself that," you teased, knowing full well how annoyed he got when you suggested he had a soft spot for the other members.
he rolled his eyes but didn't argue further. his hand continued its gentle exploration of your arm, tracing each scar with a reverence that made your heart ache. some were from your life before the league, others collected during various missions. dabi knew the story behind each oneโjust as you knew the story behind each of his purple scars that mapped out his body like a grotesque puzzle.
"this one," he said, touching a particularly jagged mark that ran from your elbow to your wrist, "still looks painful."
"it's not anymore," you assured him. "just a reminder of why we're here. why we're fighting." dabi nodded, understanding perfectly. every member of the league carried their own woundsโsome visible, others buried deep beneath the surface. it was what united you all, in a way. the scars left by a society that had failed you.
"speaking of reminders," you said, sitting up a little straighter. "i found something yesterday when i was out." you reached into your pocket and pulled out a crumpled newspaper clipping. "thought you might want to see it."
dabi took the paper from your hands, his expression hardening as he unfolded it. it was an article about the number two hero, endeavor, speaking at some charity event about supporting children with difficult-to-control quirks. the irony was sickening.
"bastard," dabi muttered, his fingers tightening around the paper. small wisps of blue flame began to lick at the edges of the clipping. "still pretending to be a fucking saint."
you watched as the paper blackened and curled, turning to ash in dabi's palm. the blue flames danced across his skin but never extended to where his other hand rested on your leg. his control was impeccableโit had to be, after what he'd been through.
"i know you don't like talking about him," you said carefully. "but whenever you see anything related to him, you get this look in your eyesโฆ" dabi's jaw clenched, the staples stretching his scarred skin even tighter. "what look?"
"like you're back there," you said softly. "back in that house with him."
for a long moment, dabi said nothing. the silence stretched between you, thick with unspoken memories and pain. you didn't pushโyou'd learned early in your relationship that pushing dabi only made him retreat further into himself. instead, you waited, giving him the space to decide whether to let you in or change the subject entirely. finally, he brushed the remaining ashes from his palm onto the floor. "what about you?" he asked, deflecting as he often did. "you never talk about your old man either."
you shrugged, trying to seem nonchalant despite the sudden tightness in your chest. "not much to talk about. can't miss what was never there."
dabi's gaze sharpened. "sometimes that leaves its own kind of scar." the observation caught you off guard. it wasn't often that dabi showed this level of perception about emotional mattersโor perhaps he simply chose not to reveal it most of the time.
"i guess it does," you admitted. "but different from yours. my father justโฆ wasn't around. yours was there in all the worst ways possible."
something shifted in dabi's expression then, a crack appearing in his carefully maintained faรงade. his eyes darted to the boarded-up windows, then to the door, as if ensuring you were truly alone before he allowed himself to speak.
"sometimes i think it would have been better if he hadn't been there at all," dabi said, his voice so low you had to lean in to hear him. "if he'd just fucked off and left us alone instead ofโฆ" he trailed off, his free hand clenching into a fist.
you placed your hand over his, feeling the tension in his fingers. "instead of what, dabi?"
he looked at you then, really looked at you, with a vulnerability that made your breath catch. in that moment, he wasn't dabi the villain, the man who burned heroes without remorseโhe was toya, the broken child beneath all those scars. "instead of training me until i broke," he said finally, the words rushing out like they'd been trapped inside him for too long. "until i literally fucking burned."
you held his gaze, letting him see that you weren't afraid of his truth. "tell me."
and for the first time since you'd known him, dabi began to talk about his fatherโabout endeavor, about enji todoroki. about what it meant to be the firstborn son of a man obsessed with surpassing all might at any cost.
"he married my mother for her quirk," dabi explained, his voice hollow. "it was never about love or family. it was about breeding the perfect weapon. and i was the first attempt."
you listened, your heart breaking as he described the "training" sessions that started when he was just four years old. how endeavor would push him for hours, demanding he produce hotter flames, maintain them longer, control them better. how his tiny body would shake with exhaustion, how his skin would blister and burn from his own quirk.
"my fire was hotโhotter than his. that's what he wanted," dabi said, a bitter smile twisting his scarred lips. "but my body couldn't handle it. not like his. i tried to tell him, but he wouldn't listen. said i was being weak, that i needed to push through it."
"he was wrong," you said firmly, squeezing his hand. "he was wrong about you."
dabi laughed, a harsh sound devoid of humor. "oh, i know that now. but back then? he was my father. my hero." the last word dripped with venom. "i thought if i could just try harder, be stronger, he'd finally be proud of me. that he'd finally love me." you felt a burning behind your eyes but forced back the tears. dabi didn't need your pityโhe needed your understanding.
"what about your mother?" you asked gently. "did she try to stop him?"
a flash of genuine pain crossed dabi's face. "she tried. in her way. but she wasโฆ damaged. the more children she had, the more unstable she became. and he kept pushing her to have more, hoping the 'perfect combination' would eventually emerge." he paused, his gaze distant. "until shoto was born." you'd heard him mention that name beforeโhis youngest brother, the one with both fire and ice. the "masterpiece" that endeavor had been striving for.
"once shoto came along with his perfect half-and-half quirk, i became obsolete," dabi continued. "still had to train, still had to meet his impossible standards, but without even the sliver of attention i'd had before. i was justโฆ a failed experiment."
"so what happened?" you asked, though you had a sickening feeling you already knew the answer. the scars that covered so much of his body told part of the story, but you'd never heard him explain exactly how he'd gotten them.
dabi was quiet for so long you thought he might not answer. when he finally spoke again, his voice was distant, as if he were narrating someone else's tragedy rather than his own.
"i wanted to prove i wasn't a failure. that my fire was specialโbetter than his, better than shoto's." his eyes glazed slightly, lost in the memory. "i pushed myself further than i ever had before. the flames were beautifulโso hot they turned blue. perfect control, just like he always wanted."
he held up his scarred hands, staring at them. "for about thirty seconds. then my skin started to cook." you swallowed hard, imagining a young toya engulfed in his own flames, screaming in agony.
"he watched it happen," dabi said, his voice now eerily calm. "stood there while i burned. i remember looking at him through the flames, waiting for him to save me. he justโฆ looked disappointed. like i'd broken his favorite toy."
"dabi," you whispered, unable to find words adequate for such horror.
"i don't remember much after that," he continued. "i should have died. sometimes i think i did die, and whatever i am now is justโฆ the ghost of toya todoroki walking around in this patchwork body."
you moved then, shifting to kneel in front of him, taking both his hands in yours. "you're not a ghost. you're here. you survived."
"did i?" he looked at you with those piercing turquoise eyes. "toya todoroki died that day. i made sure of it. dabi rose from those ashes."
you reached up to touch his face, your fingers gently tracing the stapled scars. "and dabi is who i fell in love with. but that doesn't mean toya isn't still in there somewhere."
he closed his eyes briefly at your touch, allowing himself a moment of vulnerability before the walls came back up. "toya was weak. he wanted his father's approval, his love. dabi just wants to watch him burn."
"and you will," you assured him. "when the time is right. the league will help you expose him for what he really is."
dabi nodded, some of the tension leaving his body as he focused back on the present, on the mission ahead. on the revenge he'd built his new life around.
"what about you?" he asked after a moment, clearly wanting to shift the focus away from himself. "you said your father was absent. what's that story?" you settled back beside him on the couch, respecting his need to change the subject while recognizing his genuine interest in your past. it was only fairโhe'd shared his darkest memories with you.
"not nearly as dramatic as yours," you said with a small shrug. "he justโฆ left when i was three. don't really remember him much at all."
"he ever try to contact you?โ you shook your head. "birthday card once a year until i was ten. then nothing. my mother said he had 'commitments elsewhere,' whatever that meant."
"what was your mother like?" dabi asked, his hand finding yours again.
"tired," you answered honestly. "always working two or three jobs to keep a roof over our heads. she did her best, i think, but she wasn't reallyโฆ present, even when she was physically there." dabi nodded, understanding.
"emotional absence can fuck you up just as much as physical absence."
"yeah," you agreed, surprised by his insight. "she never hurt me, never yelled or anything like that. but she also never really saw me, you know? it was like i was just another responsibility, another burden she had to carry."
"what about when your quirk manifested?" dabi asked. it was a natural questionโfor most children, the emergence of their quirk was a pivotal moment, one where parental guidance was crucial.
you laughed bitterly. "she was terrified. my quirk isn't exactlyโฆ family-friendly." your quirkโthe ability to absorb and manipulate the negative emotions of others, turning them into a physical forceโhad first manifested during a particularly bad day at school when you were six. a bully who'd been tormenting you suddenly collapsed, screaming about the darkness crushing him. no one had understood what happened, but your mother had taken one look at your glowing eyes and known.
"she tried to help me suppress it," you continued. "said it was dangerous, that people wouldn't understand. that they'd think i was villain material." "self-fulfilling prophecy," dabi noted with a smirk.
"i guess so," you agreed. "by the time i was a teenager, i'd learned to control it well enough to use it selectively. started smallโmaking bullies feel their own cruelty, making abusive teachers face their own insecurities." "vigilante justice," dabi said, a note of approval in his voice.
"it felt good," you admitted. "to finally use what everyone told me was a villain's quirk to help people who were suffering. but society doesn't see it that way, does it? using an 'evil' quirk makes you evil, no matter your intentions."
"this fucked-up hero society only sees in black and white," dabi agreed. "no room for the gray areas where most of us actually live."
you nodded, thinking about the path that had eventually led you to the league. "after my mother died, there was nothing holding me back anymore. no one to disappoint, no one to pretend for. i started using my quirk more openly, targeting people who abused their powerโcorrupt officials, violent criminals the heroes couldn't be bothered with, businessmen exploiting their workers."
"and that's when you caught shigaraki's attention," dabi concluded, having heard this part of your story before.
"yeah. found myself cornered by some pro heroes who didn't appreciate my particular brand of justice. thought i was done for until a warp gate opened up right in front of me." you smiled at the memory, despite the fear you'd felt at the time. "never thought i'd be grateful to see a bunch of notorious villains, but that day i was."
dabi's arm slid around your shoulders, pulling you closer to his side. "lucky for me they recruited you." his voice was gruff, but the sentiment behind it was genuine.
you leaned into him, resting your head against his shoulder. "do you ever wonder what would have happened if our fathers had been different? if your dad hadn't been an abusive monster, if mine had actually stuck around?"
"we wouldn't be here," dabi said simply. "you might've been a licensed hero, using your quirk to help people through the proper channels." "and you?"
dabi was quiet for a moment, considering. "i don't know. maybe the same. or maybe i'd have followed in the old man's footsteps anyway, become the next endeavor." he shuddered slightly at the thought. "sometimes i wonder if that flame is in my blood regardless of what he did to me."
"it's not," you said firmly. "you're nothing like him, dabi. your anger, your fireโit comes from a place of justice, not ego. you want to burn away the corruption, not become the number one hero."
he looked at you with a mixture of skepticism and hope, as if he wanted to believe your words but couldn't quite bring himself to. "maybe. or maybe i'm just as obsessed with destroying him as he was with surpassing all might. different goals, same fucking toxic mindset."
you sat up straighter, turning to face him fully. "no. there's a difference. he hurt innocent peopleโhis wife, his childrenโto achieve his ambition. you've never done that. you've never hurt someone who didn't deserve it."
"tell that to the heroes i've burned," dabi said darkly.
"those 'heroes' prop up a system that abandoned both of us," you reminded him. "that lets people like your father abuse their children in the name of creating better heroes. that labels children as villains because of quirks they never asked for." dabi studied your face for a long moment before a genuine smileโsmall but realโcurved his lips. "how did i end up with someone who actually believes in me?"
"because beneath all that anger and cynicism, you still believe there's something worth fighting for," you told him, leaning forward to press your forehead against his. "and so do i."
for a moment, you stayed like that, sharing breath in the dusty afternoon light of the hideout. two broken people who had found each other in the darkness, whose scars complemented rather than repelled each other.
"we're going to tear it all down," dabi murmured, his lips brushing against yours. "the hero society, the systems that failed us. and when i finally face himโwhen endeavor finally sees who i've becomeโi want you there with me."
"i will be," you promised, closing the distance between you with a gentle kiss. "until every false hero burns."
outside, the sun began to set, casting long shadows through the boarded windows. soon the others would return, bringing with them the chaos and noise that defined the league of villains. but for now, in this quiet moment, there was just you and dabiโtwo children abandoned by their fathers in different ways, who had found their own path to justice in a world that had never wanted either of you.
and if that path was stained with ash and marked by flames, so be it. some things needed to burn before they could be rebuilt.
side note: this is an old, but long drabble I decided to post because well- why not?
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๐ญ๐๐ ๐ฌ: ๐ข๐ณ๐ฎ๐ค๐ฎ ๐ฑ ๐ ๐ง! ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ, ๐ฆ๐ข๐๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ฒ๐ ๐ฑ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ, ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก๐๐ซ๐จ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฎ๐๐๐ง๐ญ! ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ, ๐ฉ๐ซ๐-๐ฐ๐๐ซ
๐ฉ๐๐ข๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: ๐ข๐ณ๐ฎ๐ค๐ฎ ๐ฆ๐ข๐๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ฒ๐ ๐ฑ ๐ ๐ง! ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ
the first time izuku meets you, he's so nervous he can barely speak, stuttering and fidgeting as he tries to introduce himself.ย
you catch his eye during training, and he notices how effortlessly you handle your quirk, making him instantly admire your skills.
his heart races when you ask for help with a training exercise, and he takes the opportunity to geek out about hero tactics and strategies, revealing his passionate side.
izuku can't help but doodle about you in his notebook, sketching little scenes of you both saving the day together.
he gets flustered whenever you compliment him or praise his progress, cheeks turning a deep shade of red as he tries to downplay his achievements.
whenever youโre around, he subconsciously activates his quirk a little harder, wanting to impress you with his newfound strength.
You end up as partners in a training simulation, and he panics, but ends up being surprisingly effective under pressure, showcasing how well he can think on his feet with you by his side.
as time goes on, izuku finds himself crushing hard on you, feeling the excitement but also the pressure of his feelings, especially since you're both training to be heroes.
he starts to notice the little thingsโhow you laugh, your determination in battles, and how you encourage your classmates during difficult times, making his heart flutter.
rhe more time he spends with you, the more he admires your bravery and dedication, leading to moments where he can't help but cheer for you during your training sessions.
he tries to find excuses to spend time with you outside of training, suggesting study sessions or helping you with your quirk, while secretly hoping you'll see him as more than just a friend.
one day, he accidentally slips up and admits how inspiring he finds you, leading to a series of blushing and stammering as he realizes what heโs just said.
after saving you from a dangerous situation during a training exercise, he realizes just how much he cares about you, leaving him flustered and unsure how to express his feelings.
he begins to draw little comics about you two, showcasing both of your heroic adventures, using them as a way to cope with his growing crush.
once you both confess your feelings, izuku becomes the sweetest boyfriend, constantly checking in on you, making sure youโre okay after training, and encouraging you to reach your goals.
he always wants to share his notes with you, discussing new strategies for hero work, making it feel like youโre a team both in and out of the classroom.
dates often involve casual outings where heย awkwardlyย tries to impress youโwhether it's at a cafรฉ or a hero training facilityโbut he ends up just being himself, which you adore.
he still gets flustered whenever you compliment him, but he starts to learn to accept your praise, making him feel more confident as your partner.
during fights, heโs always on high alert when youโre around, ready to use his quirk to protect you, often shouting, โdonโt worry, Iโll save you!โ even if youโre perfectly capable of defending yourself.
he loves planning surprise training sessions just for the two of you, using it as a way to bond and grow together while also being productive heroes.
late-night study sessions turn into moments of shared laughter and deep conversations, where he feels comfortable enough to share his dreams of being a hero by your side.
izuku surprises you with thoughtful gifts, like customized gear for your quirk or hero-related memorabilia, showing how much he pays attention to your interests.
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