it's 12 am and i'm having a brainrot about...
childhood friends to "let's become pen pals" to "are you okay, why are we drifting away?" to "I don't know what's going on but this sudden lack of communication between us is scaring me" to "I think it's better off if we won't be friends anymore" to strangers to "I know it's been a while but I'm still unsure if we should talk to each other" to "okay, let's just keep the atmosphere between us be really cold and awkward, okay" to "I still want to talk to you though, could you please stop ignoring me?" to "so that's how it is, huh? after all those years- then, fine" to enemies to "things are getting out of hand but let's continues to antagonize each other anyways" to "I accidentally came across you while you were vulnerable and depressed and I'm not a total asshole so I tried helping you" to "accidental normal conversation about reminiscing our past that's just kept between us" to "I can't be mean to you anymore coz it would feel weird betraying that brief truce we had" to "fine, I'll make an effort to be nice to you know I guess?" to "actually now that we're not actively hating each other, I just realized how you're still the same old softie you once was (...at least to me)" to "mutual/other friends noticing the suggestive tensions obvious in their atmosphere" to "constant teasing" to "I think we're friends again but I'm not gonna that because I'm afraid you don't feel the same way" to "oh you also think we're friends? that's cool" to friends to "uncovering each other's reasons of drifting apart and filling the lack of communication that was empty before" to "unintentional confession" to lovers
oh my favorite trope? two people who go through something so unique and agonizing and entirely beyond words that they have no choice but to create a bond that transcends all other types of love, thus acting as the sole point of understanding for the other person in a world that cannot fathom what they’ve been through
"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there
eagerly awaiting the day daniel radcliffe, elijah wood, and robert pattinson just make the most fucked up bizarre unmarketable film together
You literally have to understand that ur closest friends and loved ones may very well have kinks or fetishes that gross or freak you out and they simply won’t tell you because they know it grosses or freaks you out. Like you have no way of knowing if your best friend is into necro roleplay if she doesn’t wanna tell you. Sometimes you date someone for years before finding out they have a thing for incest. Maybe your coworker likes ageplay and diapers. Who gives a fuck. Nothing changes between you knowing and not knowing except your own constructed moral outrage.
This.
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