This hurt 😭😭😭
I wonder if Jean used to pray when he came to the nest
Begging god for some explanation on why his family got rid of him, why he was being subjected to so much torture and pain
Pleading with god for some help, some reprieve, someone to care
Questioning what kind of god would do this to him, why was god letting this happen
Until the answer had nothing to do with god anymore and simply that he deserved it for being born
My heart 💔
and if i say kevin and jean…..
Conjure an exy court right behind Jerejean and Kevin will look right pass them 🫣
What spells do I have to do to keep Kevin out of jerejean bc I’ll do them
Oh my god 😍
Was going to spend this afternoon finally formatting TGR's file for release, but I am at New Address and all of my project files are at Old Address still. So is my final batch of pre-release fun facts. Guess we're winging it from what useless details I remember:
-TGR ended at 24 chapters, 12-12 split iirc -Took about 7 restarts over way too many months to finally lock in a first chapter I could move forward with. The original Chapter One now happens later. -Found the most perfect song for Jeremy but can't post it yet. Sent it to four friends at like 3am the other day because I needed them to agree with me ('twas unanimous) -This time 'round I *think* I only have 2 reference pics to share, but will wait a week or more to post 'em. Maybe when I update the tags on that last song (last two songs? Idk) -My notes for 3 are about 16pages long so far, so I will probably have to kms at some point this year. On the bright side, 3 has had a title & an ending since last summer.
Jerejean 🥹 I see them everywhere 😭
So I binge read The Sunshine Court after all and instead of another bulleted list, I kind of have to go with one specific thing. The Elodie thing.
The only thing that ever got me to start being kind to myself, specifically my younger self, an elementary schooler who was bullied relentlessly, was when I just had the epiphany to think about my younger self like she was a different little girl. Because that’s how i knew she didn’t deserve it. And then i could finally know i didn’t deserve it.
Jean using his LAST name to justify his abuse for so many years only to hear about the terrible things that happened to his sister and have it fall apart because SHE didn’t deserve it and if she didn’t— did he? That struck so viscerally deep to my soul. I fear that Neil is my favorite aftg character but jean is simply the one that lives in my soul. I want to blow something up.
❤️❤️❤️
BOO chibifies ur jerejean
This song is so F^cking Jerejean coded I’m crying 😭
Him finding Barkbark van barkenstain then cuts to that 🤣
if Jean had a
—*record scratch* “this is me You’re probably wondering how I got here”
moment
What would it be?
This would be really funny 😆
My wishes for TGR include Jean going off on everyone in French after a bad game and one (1) singular freshman who is able to understand getting asked to translate, and the freshman replying, “idk if I should”
Kevin Day is like “Please don’t kill yourself we have Exy to play.” And it’s worked like 2 times for some reason