So, I Came Back To Tumblr, After All! Weird To Be Here, I've Disappeared Almost Everywhere, The Queen

1am, i'm reading 'hiperculturalidade', and it's so good. probably, i'll be finishing it on thursday or friday.

also, i read today 'blue horses' by mary oliver and liked it. wasn't too invested tho, but it's great.

and in the morning, i was able to read a lot of 'the idiot' by elif batuman. this book is making me so happy! her writing is amazing and just to be in selin's mind is fascinating.

be kind to yourselves 🤍🌧

E no final, assim, calado, eu sei que vou ser coroado rei de mim.

- Los Hermanos

Internal peace. That's just two words, linguistics. Comfort comes with warmth of accepting the absurd which is life. Then, you decide to follow the words to color you in.

J.

📖 reading week (20/11 - 26/11)

currently reading (finish or almost)

o mito de sísifo - camus (45%)

lolita - nabokov (pg. 25/331)

crime e castigo - dostoievski (pg. 33/561)

infocracia - byung-chul han (pg. 19/107)

chouette - claire oshtsky (starting rn)

to be read (or just to begin)

the right to sex - amia srinivasan

kibogo - scholastique mukasonga

a peste - camus

late valentines with my girl ottessa and the view of a rainy day 🤍 🌧

— Albert Camus, The Possessed

i'm still on lolita, damn this book is hard to read. every page i literally have a discomfort on the way he speaks about lolita. it's so sickening! but the writing is so good, i don't even know what to say. *Fiodora thinks so too!

on the other hand i'm gonna start 'pop song' and 'a peste' today! it's gonna be i guess my forth or fifth camus. i love him sm. also, i need to finish it soon cause my uni library doesn't accept us to keep the books on vacation and semester is ending. soooo... 🤸🏻‍♀️

it's nice day today, very cloudy. i love it, it puts me in a great mood! 🤍🌧

started 'água viva' today. my first clarice! her writing is wow, i've been annotating a lot. so many thoughts already. just wild!

i was gonna go for run today, but gave up, it's been one of those lazy days. probably do some yoga before go to bed.

tomorrow i feel like it's gonna be a good day. (probably won't though) - let's keep it positive.

that's a goal: be more positive! 🤍🌧

“Suddenly he realizes that tomorrow will be the same, and, after tomorrow, all the other days. He is crushed by this irreparable discovery. It's ideas like this that kill one. Men kill themselves because they cannot stand them—or, if they are young, they turn them into epigrams.”

Albert Camus, “Irony”, The Wrong Side and the Right Side (1937)