Sometimes I Just Like To Disappear For Years On End. Others I Can’t Stand To Be Alone For Even A Moment.

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comedian : “something universally understood ami right?”

100000 people : yes take our money

i et the world

it truly is lovely.

i may be kissed

in the nearish future and ah

oh how lovely.

pube is a good name actually i dont think any other name would be as good.

Fun quarentine activity: Sprinkle grass killer in the shape of a body on your lawn and when the grass dies it will look lile someone is buried there then one day dig out the hole and if your neighbors ask act nervous and say someone else must have done it

more fun activity for people living by farmland: crop circles in the shape of a giant. bonus point if you surround the area with beanstalks 

thank you and i love you for being safe.

i am miserable.

it is a “cry in the shower” kind of day.

A “fill your ears with water and hug your knees close” kind of day.

And i am a miserable creature who had to sit down in the shower today.

This is the kind of day that eats up every ounce of energy you have. It leaves you breathless while you lie on your side, mixing the salt on your face with the salt in the sea.

It is not a nice ocean that greets me this morning.

He tells me there is an end to it somewhere.

All I see is more waves.

I am holding cold water to my chest. Hearing rain pound against my eardrums. Feeling more water batter my already bruised skin.

And I am so tired.

when does this all end.?

i am

so

tired.

world? i am so happy as of late. The things that bothered me so much just aren’t. The fuck ups and things i hated are so far away. The fear i had! It’s distant!

I can sit here and observe this peaceful ocean, this lovely field of calm

Healing is worth the struggle :D

man i just want my man.

why is everything so

distant?

mmm a little grey is all