yeah it's my extended family that I care about a lot more than my actual family so I feel a LOT more guilty so I'm just resigned to losing the weight afterwards lol 😭
Does anyone else feel just so bad about wasting some people's money on food that they can't do anything about it, like I have to eat it all and it has to stay down because I just can't id feel too guilty
or does that get better once I level up in anorexia
“what’s your weirdest hobby?”
my e/d, next question.
Dirty your plate to avoid eating
Over salt your food
Drink 2-3 sips of water every bite
Clean something super dirty to put you off eating
Chew sugar free gum
If anyone ever offers you food to eat, always reply with "I just ate". Keep doing that till it naturally comes out (condition yourself)
If you're hungry. Wait 5 minutes
Fall in love with the feeling of hunger
Measure yourself before you eat to put you off eating
If you're seriously hungry, chew on a cucumber
i would die for the pretty aesthetic pics (I tried when I looked good and I sucked lol)
🙁🙁🙁
I like genuinely am so bad at taking pictures even when I look cute
btw I gained weight so my thighs belly (AND BUTT THO) got bigger lol
i love her a normal amount (im unhealthily obsessed)
manifesting losing 35 pounds overnight🙏🙏🙏
Is it relapsing if I never intended to stay clean