I've Been Doing This Since Forth Grade, I Can Confirm

they don't need me in the way that i need them, and i think that's the most painful thing i've ever experienced.

If I don't get this cake for my 13th birthday, I'm not turning 13.

My birthday is in eleven days and my mother will be in the hospital trying to get rid of her cancer so she won't be there, so that's the least they can do to make me happy.

My mother kicked me out AGAIN!!!

just a little life update: unlovable!

Vent, tw child and adult emotional abuse and neglect, self harm

I miss when I was a child and I would be left to cry and scream my lungs out and hit myself til I bruise and not be expected to talk about what’s upsetting me because to you it was all silly child things.

You didn’t care about my feelings then, why do you care about them now? So you can use them against me and call me names and disrespect my boundaries even more? I’m not sharing that side of myself with you. So now I cry in short, intense waves that come and go the entire day, and hold my breath so you won’t hear, until my head is pounding and I still don’t feel any relief.

If I don't post in the next 24 hours, it means the CPS has taken me. I'm dead serious.

Update : I think she forgave me. Maybe I won't go.

Update2 : I'm going there on thursday.

That's exactly what i'm saying!! How can feminists no see this?

Those bro-choicers, man

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