SOUL'S TREMOR
It’s back.
This time, it’s hitting harder.
By harder, I mean it urges aggression,
Violent and chaotic.
The soul within the soul fights to escape.
I lay myself down,
Let her take up the rod,
Hit the scrap out of me.
Smash my lungs,and
Purge what’s stored inside,
Things that evoke fear
Deep, suffocating fear.
It’s no longer patient.
The person I am now cares less,
So the girl in me turns violent,
Forcing that care to return
For my mental well-being.
“Other peoples’ opinion of you is their problem, not yours.”
— Unknown
1. developing your own passions, hobbies, and goals
2. If you’re feeling insecure or needing reassurance, communicate it calmly and constructively rather than seeking constant validation.
3. respect your personal boundaries. Boundaries protect your individuality
4. nurture relationships outside of your romantic one.
5. your worth isn’t dependent on your relationship status.
6. Each time you do something independently or handle an insecurity well, acknowledge it
7. Relationships take time to grow. Instead of trying to rush things, enjoy the journey, trust your connection
8. knowing your value make you less likely to seek constant validation.
Every time I consume caffeine
Anxiety kicks in
Now,
Coffee makes me scared of the impending attack
The moment I set foot in my home ,there is a smooth switch in my mood. Instead of seeing me happy, you can find a dull face sitting in the corner of my dark room.
I try to isolate myself from people not knowing why. I give myself space and time to deal with some suppressed feelings that I had locked up in my mind with chains so that it doesn't bother me. I am somedays confused about my personality. I believe I'm a person who can not hide my true emotions. You can see my numb face if I'm sad, or you can see me excited and thrilled and talkative if I'm happy. I am open, and there's nothing to hide. I'm extremely bad at smiling when I am broken inside. People say women are good at hiding emotions. Well, I'm not one of those women.
Me: I hate to be alone.
Mind: Learn to Love it
Me: I tried.. didn't work out
Mind: You need to face your fear.
Me: It makes me vulnerable
Mind: That will make you strong too.
Me: What if i fail?
Mind : What if u succeed..?
Me: I am just too afraid to face it..
Mind : The biggest fear is fear itself.
Me: Yes..
Mind: : Only way to get rid of it is through exposure..
Me: Never
Mind: Begin with a positive mind
Me: ..
Mind: Positive beginning will lead to positive ending
:)
The quieter you become, the more you are able to hear. ✻.ღ.*.Rumi.*.ღ.✻ ƬĤΛИҠ Y♡Ʊ F♡Ŕ ßƐĪИƓ
“Ten years from now, make sure you can say that you chose your life, you didn’t settle for it.”
— Mandy Hale
The day I met you , i wasn't sure you were the one for me . Unexpected meets always end up till death. I adore the way this is working. Until this day you are the only secret in my life. I know that we feel for eachother alot that even moonlight can't get in our way. It's been 4 years ❤️.
I don't think it's God's job to stop the bad .
He's there to give us the strength to get through it.
Can't wait for my friends to find the love and happiness they deserve.