Please Don’t Let The Darkness Overcome You, Because Your Shams Is On His Way And Will Reach You Soon.

the mortifying ordeal of admitting you do want to be loved vs the mortifying ordeal of not wanting ppl to pity you or feel bad for u vs the mortifying ordeal of wanting to reciprocate affection but being useless vs the mortifying ordeal of being careless with others and actually feeling bad vs the mortifying ordeal of being perceived as vulnerable at all.

Questions to which I don't have answers

Why do I feel sad when I am alone?

Why do I think like everyone around me are staring when actually they aren't?

Why do I suddenly feel broken when I get to know i am gonna be alone?

Why do my mind and heart pity me in that situation?

Why do my heart and mind gets weak by then?

Why am I not happy when I am alone?

When am I gonna enjoy solitude like others ?

How can I overcome this feeling of nothingness during solitude?

Why is sitting alone in a room with people tough for me?

Why do I act weirdly when I am with me?

Why can't I feel the sorroundings, my body and mind?

Why do I bother about others ?

That's what I wanna hear..

I can always come to her

But never cry leaning on her shoulder

Because we don't do that

We don't show emotions mutually

I'll never do that

Because I can control

I find myself caught in destructive patterns of thinking.

I'm afraid for myself

Love letters via email 💓

April

(n.) The Month in which all cute, drop dead gorgeous women are born.

I'm in a relationship with the mirror that projects the innermost shadow of me that is hidden within my eyes, heart and soul that smiles her heart out whenever she looked at by the other side of the mirror...she lives in my room , when I am not present...

I miss her a lot and her friends whom I call mine and close to me ...I am in a real relationship with her where we both are emotionally and

intimately bonded ...

I never knew how it felt like to be in a relationship... but if I ever got a chance to explore it..then ig I would try my best to make my partner feel good about themselves... everytime they feel low...I would comfort them and hug them tightly to remind them how much they mean to me, they r no less than a gem and let them know that I'm always there for you..to support you. That would be my relationship goal...

To make her happy.....everytime I hug the mirror ...I can feel her comfort and something magical arms wrapped around my body ...So...ladies and gentlemen, that's her.. I introduce u to my girlfriend..

My only aim is to make her happy and feel cherished..be with her during her failures and cheer her up in her Success.. I am there to listen to her worries...take her on a date...teach her how to hav fun with me...

Don’t like someone for what they could be and see them for who they are. Notice their flaws and shortcomings and ask yourself is this something I can deal with on a day to day basis? If not then don’t pursue it any further. You’re only setting yourself up to be disappointed in the future.

I come first, alwaysssssssssssssssss

Time(Zorvan) is the ultimate force.

Zorvanism

It teaches that destiny is fixed, and humans can’t change what’s fated.

So, enjoying life through love, wine, nature, and poetry is a rational way to cope with life’s uncertainties