Study Me As Much As You Like, You Will Never Know Me, For I Differ A Hundred Ways From What You See Me

Time(Zorvan) is the ultimate force.

Zorvanism

It teaches that destiny is fixed, and humans can’t change what’s fated.

So, enjoying life through love, wine, nature, and poetry is a rational way to cope with life’s uncertainties

“Close the door. Remove the dust. Stop being who you were, and change into who you are.”

— Paulo Coelho

There will always be an invisible bridge between us

A hope , a feeling of optimism or a wish for something to happen. But here I am in disbelief that the thing I was yearning for years won't come true..

Fear of being judged by my own thereby begetting intense and impending danger portraying the evil in me

I know it hurts but I believe that these gestural expressions gives me hope of things that won't come true.. which also puts me into vivid grief..

Feels like I am enclosed within the walls of hell

But I do realize that I have a spiritual bond with the almighty which makes me an angel trapped in inferno

IN A WORLD FULL OF CHAOS,

I am looking for PEACE 🕊

1)Van Gogh +Paul Valéry, from Collected Works, The Voice of Things 2) May Sarton, from a journal entry.

I'm glad that I'm not a person who acts impulsively

I'm glad that I'm not "go getter person "

Cuz if i was, there wud have been nothing in this world to stop me from banging my head against the wall so damn hard that i could witness the bloodiest self murder

please don’t get tired of me. i’m trying my best

That's what I wanna hear..

I can always come to her

But never cry leaning on her shoulder

Because we don't do that

We don't show emotions mutually

I'll never do that

Because I can control

Thus is something I am longing to hear

Read what you are genuinely drawn to, and don't be afraid to challenge yourself.

You may find when you get into a book that it's not what you thought it would be, or it is hard to understand, or that you don't find it interesting. Just put it down, and move on to the next one, and don't feel discouraged. Books will wait for you to rediscover them when you're ready for them. Some books will never resonate with you, and that's okay

“It’s so hard to leave- until you leave. And then it is the easiest goddamned thing in the world.”

— John Green; Paper Towns