“Some People Hate The Thought Of Being Alone. I’m Not Like That. I Love My Solitude. I’m Kind To

the mortifying ordeal of admitting you do want to be loved vs the mortifying ordeal of not wanting ppl to pity you or feel bad for u vs the mortifying ordeal of wanting to reciprocate affection but being useless vs the mortifying ordeal of being careless with others and actually feeling bad vs the mortifying ordeal of being perceived as vulnerable at all.

Everything happens for a reason

No matter what happen think positively

So, what I'm doing is actually dealing with pain or hardship or change. I don't wanna run from this feeling. I am running towards it, running within myself. Getting to know my mind, body, and soul. Healing from inside

“Everybody isn’t going to love you. Most people don’t even love themselves.”

— Unknown

Two Ways to Unbottle Emotions

1 .Talk to Someone

Issue: When you talk, you're often asked, "What happened? Why are you sad? What's the reason?" But do you have exact answers for all of these questions? Most of the time, no.

2. Cry It Out

Issue: Crying too much leaves you feeling exhausted—so much so that it weakens your body, making it difficult to even move.

And what does this lead to?

"Bottling up the emotions."

And what does bottling up emotions result in?

"Mental exhaustion."

With no solution, this condition spirals into:

"Impending doom."

And the deadly fallback solution?

"The end of everything "

raison d'être

the most important reason or purpose for someone or something's existence.

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Or a lesson

—Fyodor Dostoevsky

I think there is no perfect time to talk about it..

You were right ..I shouldn't delay it. But I am not gonna talk to her for sure..I want her to know that you fucking hurted me and is still hurting me and if she is really concerned about me , she might ask me what happened?

Am I alright?

Yes, I am , but one thing that always haunts me is why we never work out. Why does our relationship seem dull ? Why is it just one-sided feelings?

I am gonna talk about each and every thing I haven't felt from the time 10 to 20 yrs .

People say "what you give comes back to you"

In your case, I never did

Will I ever get it?

I want you to love me like others do

I want your understanding the most

I want that patt that I don't get

I want that bond that I never owned with you.

I really need that

I need you ..

But nobody gets it..coz I am the only one that gets blamed for not being "loving & caring & and understanding."

I have tolerated all these..ik that I still can continue with this shit..

But I pray to God for a better ending