I Feel Nothing

“My mum brought me up to think that personal happiness is more important than your family.”

— Gail Porter

I'm not really looking to be loved nor to feel how it feels to fall in love

Okay baaaaaai

Go back to what u were doin Darling!

People always leave luv

It's the moments u share that staysI learned it so late that people love something, and they try to hold on to it, and it eventually leaves, and we only remember the pain. But there was also happiness. Just focus on the happy memories 🥰

“There are two types of people you will meet in your life. One will run a finger down the index of who you are and jump straight to the parts of you that peak their interest. The other will take his or her time reading through every one of your chapters and maybe unfold corners of you that inspired them most. You will meet these two people; it is a given. It is the third that you’ll never see coming. That one person who not only finishes your sentences, but keeps the book.”

— Unknown

It actually feels good when people are around you even if u r craving for a me time, and I realized that having too much of" me time" is depressing af

6/9/23

the mortifying ordeal of admitting you do want to be loved vs the mortifying ordeal of not wanting ppl to pity you or feel bad for u vs the mortifying ordeal of wanting to reciprocate affection but being useless vs the mortifying ordeal of being careless with others and actually feeling bad vs the mortifying ordeal of being perceived as vulnerable at all.