A Girl Who Has All That She Wants Is Sad. Why? If You Ask So..there May Be Reasons Or Maybe Not . Let's

I'm so happy tht I'm not crying now

Guessing the tablets indeed worked

Well the question is "why are you sad when you get home??"

People say, stop thinking about things that pains you. It's your time at home with your parents, enjoy , have fun, spend time with them.

Well I am sorry , I tried but I can't. I ain't that person even after several trials. I am not trying anymore .

I am home. In my space where I can breathe , I can talk without people judging me. I am alone with my vulnerable self. I am sad, trying to feel my pain.

I am feeling things deeply. If I am going through something that is uncomfortable or painful or hard, I am allowing myself to dive into those emotions or allow myself to numb them. I don't wanna kill my pain through television or spending time with friends or Instagram. I chose not to protect myself from pain because it demands to be felt . Pain demands to be felt . Coz I feel it will show up in other ways if I do not deal with it now.

“Comparing yourself to others is an act of violence against your authentic self.”

— Iyanla Vanzant

“Just keep showing up. Most people quit.”

— Unknown

LATE NIGHT MOTIVATION

Nd I have heard in Google articles…

If you wanna move on..donot stop loving him..donot change ur ways..

Nd I am not...I think I am going thru the right path.

I am gonna get better soon..

I will shine as usual

Fearless nd smart ...that's who i am.

I am my strength,my frnd ,my love

I am a star and stars never fail to shine..

✨✨✨✨

Words that I feel now

Suffocating : inside the four closed walls of my room

Thirsty : highly dehydrated

Perplexed : my feelings

Neutral : tragic or sad?

Comfortable : my room

Tensed : impending jobs

Worried : regretting it later

Excited : hopeful for the future

Pain : Empathizing

Heartbeats : fusion of neutral thoughts

Me: I hate to be alone.

Mind: Learn to Love it

Me: I tried.. didn't work out

Mind: You need to face your fear.

Me: It makes me vulnerable

Mind: That will make you strong too.

Me: What if i fail?

Mind : What if u succeed..?

Me: I am just too afraid to face it..

Mind : The biggest fear is fear itself.

Me: Yes..

Mind: : Only way to get rid of it is through exposure..

Me: Never

Mind: Begin with a positive mind

Me: ..

Mind: Positive beginning will lead to positive ending

:)

She prayed. She asked God to either provide her with a love that would absorb her whole being or else make her tough and careless enough not to mind the absence of love in her life.

“Maybe we’ll meet again, when we are slightly older and our minds less hectic, and I’ll be right for you and you’ll be right for me. But right now, I am chaos to your thoughts and you are poison to my heart.”

— Unknown

To be creative means to be in love with life. You can be creative only if you love life enough that you want to enhance its beauty, you want to bring a little more music to it, a little more poetry to it, a little more dance to it.

-Osho