I've Been Thinking About 15 Year Old Kim Dokja And I Can Picture So Clearly The Kind Of Quintessential

I've been thinking about 15 year old kim dokja and I can picture so clearly the kind of quintessential chunni he was

classmates making snarky little comments over his head like "oooh watch out for kim dokja, don't bother him too much, he'll go crazy like his mother and kill you" "that wimp could not fucking touch me haha" "if you sit next to him you'll catch his crazy" stupid kid shit and he stays silent and doesn't raise his head, doesn't give them the satisfaction of a reaction but under the surface he is boiling, he's clenching his fists and bitting his lip, trembling with helpless anger at the wicked unfairness of it all.

when no one is looking, he stared through his bangs at the back of song minwoo's head, thinking "what if I did? what if I stabbed you right now? that would show you" spiteful dark revenge fantasies every sad kid who hates school has, an emotional attempt at self-comfort that doesn't really mean anything

but they're right about him, aren't they. kim dokja DOES have it in him to snap and kill if pushed too far but he has repressed that instinct so deep he doesn't even let himself remember it. so instead he sighs and shakes his head cause it's useless to think about that stuff, just ignore it, don't let him get to you, kim dokja

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Y'know, the funny thing abt kdj being the symbolical ideal for both hsy (the perfect reader, her target audience) and yjh (the perfect witness, the reason for his existence who he wants to meet more than he wants to meet his own creator) is that for them to get to that point at all, they were first enamoured with his humanity

1st of all the went from enemies to frenemies. And then,

They first saw the cocky guy who became a guiding light. They saw the frail kid who needed someone, anyone. THEN they understood what they represented to the reader

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orv spoilers yoohankim <— previous it's funny that persephone compares kdj to orpheus bc it's true (he looks back to 0th round and it both dooms and saves them all) but he's definitely the eurydice in yoohankim I love your take on the orv orpheus symbolism! it’s always fascinating seeing it interpreted by other people as everyone takes it differently I never though about how 51’s time in the 0th round could be seen as him looking back his time in the 1863rd could be him looking back as well… maybe tls123 looking at him past the wall was her looking back don’t read next before you finish: him also being Eurydice in how he is only properly ‘dead’ when he is finally reached when they think they have found him at last but he vanishes on that train…

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i-would-like-to-leave

3 months ago

SO… ORVLA TRAILER CAME OUT THEY GAVE YJH A GUN

SO… ORVLA TRAILER CAME OUT THEY GAVE YJH A GUN

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i-would-like-to-leave

3 months ago

we failed

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i-would-like-to-leave

2 months ago

Discord has added generative AI features to servers.

Here are THREE THINGS you need to do today.

1️⃣ YOUR SERVER

Go into server settings -> roles -> Default permissions

Search for "external apps" and disable it

A screenshot from Discord showing "use external apps" disabled in role settings.

2️⃣ YOUR FEEDBACK

Access Discord support -> https://support.discord.com/hc/en-us/requests/new

Go into Help & Support > Feedback/New Feature Request

Denounce generative AI and request the feature be removed. Bring up privacy concerns for yourself, your data, and for minors.

You will get an automatic reply to this request- PLEASE REPLY TO THE EMAIL TO PUSH IT TO THE TEAM or else it will get discarded.

3️⃣ ON MOBILE

Access your app store

Leave a 1 star review and publicly denounce generative AI and Discord's use of it

Reblog this to spread the word, I'm tired of the enshittification of the things I use in my day to day life.

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i-would-like-to-leave

2 months ago

fellas i dont think i can i am yoo joonghyuk my way outta this one

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orv yoo joonghyuk kim dokja when the nameless mist descends on the 73rd realm

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i-would-like-to-leave

2 months ago

Portrait of Lee Sookyung :]

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i-would-like-to-leave

3 months ago

kim dokja and bihyungs dynamic before they get used to each other is so funny. me and the guy i keep trapped in my torture dungeon for entertainment (he keeps torturing himself and the others in new and creative ways i hadn't thought about before. hes actually kind of better at this than i am. im kinda scared)

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2 months ago