Missmentelle​:

you say it's my villain era and what you mean is that when you were six you panicked about wearing the right thing to kindergarten, what you mean is that in middle school nobody was eating, what you mean is that you spent high school prepping for college and college prepping for adulthood and adulthood fucking lost in the system.

what you mean is that you've been good. you were a good team player. you would have never considered yourself perfectionist - those are people more popular, prettier, more successful - but you carry any flaw like a secret in you, terrified someone will desert you for the simple reality of your personhood.

if you were good you could be loved. you could be loved if you were selfless and thoughtful and caring. if you bent over for every person, if you went above-and-beyond, it would absolve you of who you actually were. deep down, how horrible that you had needs. that you had boundaries, that you had desires. you learned young that you cannot afford to cut people out of your life - you would have nothing left. it is better to live in the service of others, to supplicate. to worship. you weren't exceptional, you had to make up for it in some way. to prove to others you were worthy.

if they need you, it's the same thing as loving you. if you are always-there, always-listening, always-friendly, you are filling a role. you have a purpose. you are living correctly.

villain era, you repeat. you mean: yesterday you finally told a man no. for hours afterwards, you couldn't control your heartbeat. you mean: you've been saying positive affirmations on repeat, trying to teach yourself any new thing about how self care is necessary. you mean: three weeks ago, due to a scheduling conflict, you finally told a coworker that no, you couldn't do them a "quick favor". you have felt bad about that ever since. sure, it would have made you work late and it would have been extra stress - but you feel bad about it nevertheless.

you tell your therapist you have been leaning into evil. she asks what that means. when you tell her: sometimes i prioritize my own needs, she doesn't find it funny. she looks at you a long time.

"and that's evil?" she clarifies.

"well," you say. "feels evil to me."

Just another episode of Junwan and Ikjun exorcising each other — Hospital Playlist Season 2, Ep. 9

PBS NewsHour

Netanyahu says Israel will continue war against Hamas after cease-fire

In comments Tuesday ahead of an expected Cabinet vote on a cease-fire proposal, Netanyahu vowed to press ahead. “We are at war, and we will

Please, everyone pay attention to the very specific things being said. I keep seeing posts that imply people think everything is over and that a permanent ceasefire has been reached.

The deal is for a pause. Yes, it's longer than other pauses, and yes, if Israel upholds their end of the bargain, it will save lives. But the same problems with the other pauses are present with this one.

Netanyahu has promised to continue what he calls a war after the pauses.

This is a respite but not salvation. Keep contacting your reps.

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I am Karim from Gaza,

I am 22 years old, a student in the College of Nursing.

I have two brothers, Aboud, who is 10 years old, and Hala, who is almost 12 years old. My parents are elderly.

We are living a tragedy in the October War.

My little brother suffers from malnutrition.

My mother lost my brother a few years ago due to the 2014 war.

His name is Aboud as well.

She gave birth again and named him Aboud after my brother who died due to the wars on Gaza. We do not want to lose my second brother.

You are our hope. We need your help in order to escape death and live in safety and peace.

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I need you. My family and I need you.

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summer rush

She is a summer child, sweet sweat and blood glistening when she was born. But the shelter is what she seeks every time the sun moves out from its hiding spot.

(to her, nothing shines as much as her Sun and he is now forever gone)

It was his summer when she first meets those emerald eyes. She admires his rogue, vicious beauty and he initially watches her with a hawk-like suspicion. 

But t’was summer. 

Was not long before they grin sharp at one another, devoid of the suspicion and laden with desire. And maybe it’s the repressed grief from the loss of her Sun but his kisses taste intoxicating. 

She tries to keep the feelings at bay and whispers that it was just the watermelon sugar high pumping through their veins.  

The summer was ending in his time when she saw more than the surface heat in his eyes and notices the linger in his touches, fondness eventually more obvious.

Summers are cruel, she decides when she kisses him one night - breathless with relief, relief, relief.

Fate is cruel, she weeps when he opens his eyes to her and she sees nothing but absolute, absolute love. 

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I am Karam from Gaza, I am 20 years old. I am standing before you, I need your help to save the lives of me and my family from the war of genocide‼️

We are a family of five people. Our house was destroyed and I am homeless, and now we need your help to reach our goal as quickly as possible.

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