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Ohio (Lucas Jade Zumann x reader)

A/N: Hellooo! I won’t be posting a lot because we are back to classes where I live, and I have to really focus on my grades, but I’ll still post 💙

Character: Lucas Jade Zumann x Fem!Reader

Warnings: mentions of accidents, abuse, alcohol. Crying. Swearing.

The characters live in Ohio.

SONG: Ohio - Andrew McMahon in the Wilderness [Recomendation: read whilst listening to it]

Lucas’s POV

I ended a call with my cousin ,who was currently in London for an indeterminate time, because my food was burning. I forgot I left the lasagna on the oven for over an hour and once I opened the kitchen’s door there was a cloud of smoke coming straight to my face.

“Shit. Shit. Shit.“ I said taking the container out of the oven, burning my thumb in the process. After shoving the burnt lasagna on the counter, I headed straight to the bathroom to take care of the small burnt area. Luckily it wasn’t a big deal, just a fright. I put a Cars bandaid that (Y/N) made me buy in case something happened.

(Y/N).

She is a peculiar girl who deserves it better than she has. She has beautiful (Y/H/C) which half of the time is tied on a messy bun. She also has these beautiful blue eyes which most of the time red and puffy because of crying. Crying for different reasons. Sometimes because of the death of her family on a car accident three years ago, which killed her parents and little brother, letting her be the only survivor. A scar goes from her knee to the side of her leg. A constant reminder that she got away on the tragedy but her family didn’t.

But other times she would cry for a complete other reason. With her parents death the only family she had left was his dad’s brother. An alcoholic man. So this last three years were a mess for her. Being a maid to him, serving as his punch bag when he had high levels of alcohol on his blood, etcetera.

That’s where I come in.

We have been best friends since Middle school. She is a year younger than me and recently graduated high school whereas I did last year. She says I’m her last string holding her up. Two years ago I started noticing small bruises in her arms and legs, so naturally, I asked her what whas going on. She told me everything and we became even more close. I thought a million times on doing something about it, but if I told the authorities, (Y/N) would be taken away from my side. And if I took the matter onto my own hands I would en up getting hurt. I didn’t mind about it, but she did.

As I stared at the bandaid wrapped around my finger a loud constant knock on my front door was heard. I jumped a little. The knocking was still present. I ran down the stairs, opened the door, and was engulfed on a hug.

Your POV

I hugged him. That’s the first thing that came to my mind. My tears bluring my vision. The second my body met his, I broke down. Lost my strength. My legs stopped working. I was a crying mess. He let the both of us fall on the floor, hugging me tightly against his chest. My clothing was a case appart. I ran all the way down from my uncle’s house to his in only a pair of gym shorts and a bra. I still couldn’t believe it.

“Wh- what.. what happened?”He worriedly asked when he noticed my lack of clothing. “Why are you on a bra? Where’s your shirt?” I covered myself. Wrapped my arms against my chest. Brought my legs to myself. This action only made me cry harder, remembering what just happened.

“Whe-where were y-you?” I cried.

“What are you talking about? I was here the whole time” It broke him to see me like this. Never had he ever seen me on this state. So broken. So fragile. So vulnerable.

“Your pho-phone” I whispered this time.

Fuck.

“(Y/N).. I… was talking to my.. to my cousin. “He explained but quickly added “what the hell happened?” The sobbing got louder. The pain on my chest unbearable. He then proceeded to try and grab me bridal style, but I just screamed and covered my ears, remembering his touch. He got scared but didn’t let go of me.

“W-we need to l-leave, Lucas. Please.” I begged.

“I want you to explain me what happened. Besides: we can’t leave. What would your friends say? Your uncle. He would get really mad-“ he was cut off by my words.

“He touched me. He touched me, Lucas.” I cried harder. By this point The neighbors might have called the police. He just stared. A mixture of pain and shock.

“What?”

“He… he almost raped me. Please. We need to get out of here. He is coming for me. “ I begged hiding my head on his chest and taking a handful of his shirt.

“How- where is he?” Anger taking over him. “How did you make it out?” He sat on his bed, laying me on his lap and hldimg me close to him.

“I hit him with a b-bottle” I explained inhaling his scent. It always helped me calm down.

After a few seconds of silence he got up and tossed me to the side, leaving me on a sitting position. He grabbed a hoodie and handed it to me. Then started to pack some things onto a suitcase. We were leaving. That made me smile a little. But the image of my uncle forcing my shirt off and touching me made me tear up.

Lucas’s POV

Goodbye blue house

Goodbye red door

Abandoned bars where we would drink on weekends

There’s magnets pulling from the ocean.

I can’t forget the way she looked at me when we were leaving. We had been planning a road trip to the west coast for a long time. The only thing stopping us was (Y/N)’s studies. But now there’s nothing holding us back.

We started the drive to California.

Where it’s warmer.

To start a new life.

I’m gonna miss Ohio

but this time we’re gonna make it right.

As I look to my side I see a wide awake (Y/N). Counting crows through the tears on her blue eyes.

I place one hand on her lap, Just over her scar, caressing it. She simply looks down at my hand and places her own over mine, palm against the back of mine, interwining our fingers together. I give her a reassuring smile.

An hour into the trip she is sound asleep. Tear stains on her cheeks. Puffy eyes.

It started to rain. Something that often happened in Ohio. A small grin appeared on my lips as i thought to myself:

I’m gonna miss Ohio, but I’m not gonna miss the rain

So as I’m trying to find a station on the radio.

I know everything is gonna be beter on the west coast.

Better that the mess we left back home.

Ol’ Gray Beard

#pokeaniweek | Day 5: Favorite Relationship

Satoshi / Ash & Pikachu

Este documento compensa años de sufrimiento nocturno

14/09/2018

biology notes from first bio lesson this school year

Here’s Thor, The Most Beautiful Bengal Cat on the Planet!

We may know Thor, the God of Thunder, as one of the most popular Marvel characters, but it’s time for everyone to meet the Bengal cat with the same name.

The majestic appearance of this cat leaves everyone speechless, and so will you if you take a look at the images below.

Thor has a unique sandy fur and beautiful emerald green eyes, so it’s no wonder that he became a real Internet sensation the moment his photos appeared online.

The combination of mesmerizing eyes and attractive fur pattern makes him look like a true Bengal tiger, only in a small version.

Rani Cucicov is the owner of Thor who says he feels like a servant when his beautiful cat opens his mouth. But, he gets a lot of love in return.

In fact, he describes Thor as an active and lovable cat. One minute you see him climbing on the walls, the next one he goes to bed to sleep.

He likes to play a lot, especially before going to bed.

He loves to be the first to check when someone rings the bell and meows if he likes the person he sees.

What’s more, Rani says his cat has quite a domineering personality, just like a Bengal tiger.

The cat may give all the love and affection to his owners, but he expects to be treated like a king.  What a character!

We can’t unsee his charm, can we?

Gotta Do The Right Thing

Wacom Mobile studio 16 two weeks of use.

As some of you may remember my great struggle of Surface Book, I was pretty much disgusted from day 1 by it.

Well With Wacom Mobile studio the experience has been very different, from first moment I laid my pen on it, to this day it’s been a blast. There’s no hitches, the pen doesn’t toss surprises your way, the drawing feel is great, pressure feels much more intuitive and in control, and the light touch sketching works even better than any Wacom I’ve tried before.

The benefits of surface book are there with Wacom too, but the GPU utilization is much more effective, the device doesn’t heat up as much, and is silent, much more silent than surface book. The drawing surface is anti-glare and the Wacom shortcut keys are great on the side of the device, this is how a drawing tablet PC should be made! 

The 4K UHD display has amazing color reproduction and even more impressive it becomes when you realize there’s no back light bleed at all that I can see.

Performance is great even for gaming, runs even modern DOOM at a reasonable frame rates of 60, to where it is capped. Though I don’t intend to be using this device for gaming, I gave the GPU a test.

Now, the only minor downside of this device is the touch function which is a bit unpredictable, the touch detection is very sensitive so sometimes it’s easy to swipe your view to the side or poke another program up from the task bar when fiddling around with it. But touch can be deactivated and it might just be a matter of getting used to it, the palm rejection and touch deactivation is also automated for when the pen is near the display.

All in all amazing device that just oozes quality when you hold it in your hand. Feels solid enough to be used as melee weapon and every detail is well finished.

I would definitely recommend this for any artist. It’s pricey, but unlike with my experiences with Microsoft and Apple products, this cost feels justified to last detail and spec the device boats.

I look forward to never having to take involuntary breaks from drawing ever again. Fuck you health, I have art to do!

Speaking of art, stream soon!

The Caramel Clock. Chocolate chip cookie base, hazelnuts financier sponge, soft caramel crémeux, vanilla salted caramel and light caramel mousse!  by Amaury Guichon 

seventeen ✶ 독 : fear

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