Why Would U Say This To Me...

I feel like I died years ago...

And now I'm just a ghost waiting for this to end.

I love doodling

Ushiten comic I thought of on a whim

i have no energy left for anything

patrick bateman voice i have to go save images to my moodboards. on pinterest.

Crying your eyes out because you hate who you are to your core<<<<<

"You make my fucking blood run cold" how the fuckk do you hear this and not succumb to the best hate fuck of ur life bro???

as much as I love Ushiten as like... "Ushijima doesnt process/is unphased by Tendou's weirdness" i think its MUCH BETTER to consider that Tendou is just Ushijima's type. Like its not a "i dont see why people would call you freaky" situation but rather a "FINALLY someone freaky and fucked up time to make him my husband."

I hate my life so much, I'm stuck in this circle. I'm happy for 2 months, then I get miserable all over again. I just wanna feel like a normal person, without being afraid what comes after this happiness.

please don't give up on me 😭😭 you are the only person that's keeping me alive rn and i dont want to lose you