I’m leaving for Europe in 5 week and I’ve got a crazy plan to lose 25 pounds within that time. I’m gonna try my absolute hardest to work at this!! I’m gonna update y’all rn I’m at 145.2lbs and I’m update this every Wednesday.
I hate boys almost as much as I hate food!
(He got a new gf)
(Not my photo)
It’s called MyNetDiary!❤️
Think I did pretty okay for a work day. No snacks, no soda. I’m trying to keep it all under 1000 a day.
Thinspo
every time that number goes down my life gets a little more worth living
I am nothing if not envious.
Drinking water is fun until you're in the bathroom every 30 minutes.
Low Calorie Recipes
i found my low cal recipe images!! so here i am reposting them for anyone who wants them since i don’t know if enough of you had it saved before i got t worded ❤️
Ik I might sound crazy but I want my mom to worry. I want her to feel bad for not realizing the pain I was going through, how bad I’ve been getting. I want her to know that every time she ever said something about me being a bad person it didn’t just affect her, but me too. She thinks that it’s all about her because of her addiction, but I want her to know that she isn’t the only one with problems. She is always going on about her stuff, how much her recovery has changed her, don’t get me wrong I’m really proud of her but it’s like since she has recovered she hates me sm, like whenever she was drinking she would tell me how much she loved me, how special I was, but now that she’s been recovered she can’t even speak without saying something remotely rude about my existence. I want to be the girl she thought I was. I think that If I get bad enough she will start to worry and maybe care again? Idk I’m crazy but whoever made it this far, thanks for listening.
I think my dad might be catching on 😔
He’s been making me eat dinner and watching me?