Girlfailashley - Ashley

@staff do something assholes

@staff @humans @photomatt the extremely broken and easily abused moderation tools on this website have resulted in another trans person's voice being silenced on here without reason and without communication.

please restore the blog of @emil

he has done nothing wrong. there are photos of pets we no longer have on there. memories we don't want to have deleted.

WHOOOOOOOOOO CONGRATS MUTUAL!!! 🎊

I know I make funny or horny posts on here but I wanted to celebrate that I’m legally Bree now!!! I changed my name a month or two ago? And today I finally made the trek to the social security office and GOT MY CARD UPDATED!!!! The guy there was really nice and quickly got it filled out and it’s all done!! I stayed awake for like 20 hours to be up in the morning to do it but I GOT IT DONE I’M SOOOOOO HAPPPYYYYYYY AAAAAAAAA

Sounds like I need to get on prog

Since starting progesterone, I swear it’s like someone rewired my entire emotional circuitry.

At first, it was just about friends—people who were kind, supportive, and just… safe. But now? It’s deeper. It’s like this pull. I need to see them again. I need to know they’re okay. Do they miss me? Do they feel the same pull?

Suddenly, I’m craving touch and closeness in ways I never expected. Like, why do I want to hug everyone and just… stay there? My brain keeps slipping into autopilot, and I catch myself staring at someone thinking, “God, they’re so cute and hot and perfect and I just want to—” And then I have to slam on the brakes before I blurt something out and make things awkward.

But honestly? I kind of love it. It’s messy and intense, but it’s so alive. Before transitioning, I was… numb. I didn't know how to care because I never really needed to. I kept people at arm’s length. Messages annoyed me. Socializing felt like a chore.

Now? I love it. I get excited when someone i know messages me. I’ll stare at my phone waiting for that “hello” from my favorite people. It fills me with emotions in ways I didn’t know I was starving for. It feels like proof—proof that someone thought of me. Me, specifically.

I just wish people messaged first more often. Because if I reach out to you, it means something. It means I care, maybe even more than I should admit out loud.

Did I ever talk abt the time i was at a bdsm club and one of the pups was on all fours and barking and being cute and the dom on scene was like “hi puppy! Do you do any tricks?” And he said “I can beatbox!”

:3

Gotta try to stay positive

source

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God i need to fucking bite someone so bad

Maybe I should play Mass Effect…

If I said I would sell my left and then my firstborn for this statue?

Druid propaganda (it’s working)

How could you NOT fall in love with the glow of the moon and stars, the warmth of the sun, the ancient life within the trees, and the sweet melodies of the winds?

that "OKAY SO" before someone u love starts infodumping........ most blessed feeling in the world