Time Prison ⌛

Is this an NPD thing?

Because of grandiosity I don't see other people as like "worthy" of giving me approval? Like people describe npd as like constantly seeking approval or attention and i do do that sometimes, but more often even if I was seeking it, if someone compliments me I'll feel irritated they'd think I want or care about their approval.

I get angry when people give me too much praise or whatever cus it feels like "what?! You think my ego's so fragile I actually need your worthless opinion?" (even if I was intentionally trying to get their worthless opinion)

Like people talk about having a self worth determined externally by others but I don't see people as smart enough to determine my self worth. Most people are stupid so why would I rely on them for that?

Sometimes I even get the inverse of what people intend like of someone tells me I'm bad it feeds the grandiosity and if they tell me I'm good it makes me feel worthless and defensive

But if I respect the person this flips around

What's up with that? Is that an npd thing?

in honor of queen jellie, i present to u art

im so proud of her for pushing through life and living extremely long, jellie will live in our hearts forever (and in minecraft)

rest in peace, jellie <3

no more "afab transfems are ok if they're alters" or "afab transfems are ok if they're intersex" or "afab transfems are ok as long as i know exactly what makes them feel that way"

afab transfems are beautiful and i'm kissing all of them <3

Am I the only one who finds this moment terribly intimate? I've never seen anyone focus on it. Just imagine if you remove the entire plot of Hannibal and add a certain pov: a policeman falls in love with a dangerous maniac criminal. Their eyes just speak for themselves.

GIFs credit: @hughdancybabyface

This took embarrassingly long but you know they deserve it

this is how i imagine them in my head thanks to doody and maru

Your favorite Hero; HOTGUY ! and your favorite Vigilante; CUTEGUY ! were turned into marketable plushies oh no !!

when people talk about intentional plurality i beg them to look into IFS. I saw a post recently about someone praising plurality as an intentional coping mechanism rather than a trauma response through dissociation, and how it can be helpful to imagine different “alters” for different situations to make life a little easier.

yes, this is a coping strategy— internal family systems. this is NOT plurality.

i will always come back to this: if you have to pretend to be someone else, that’s not plurality. recognized plurality ONLY stems from intense, repeated trauma and some form of dissociation/derealization that happens unconsciously as a result.

DID ≠ a coping mechanism

DID = a trauma response!!!

CUTEGUY!!!

he so silly <333

(slightly rushed)

okay so, i know that most people go into NBC Hannibal knowing that Hannibal is the main killer. But one thing i don’t see people talk about is the immediate foreshadowing we get that Hannibal is the Chesapeake Ripper, aka the person who created the wound man tableau, before we even knew that he MADE the wound man tableau.

i haven’t seen anyone talk about this by the way, like not a single soul do so much as acknowledge it. so i don’t know if this is common knowledge throughout the fandom??? or if it’s something most people don’t notice (to be fair, i didn’t notice it either on my first watch) but i’ll point it out for people who didn’t realize it nonetheless.

in episode 1 season 1, Apéritif, when we first see Jack Crawford meet Hannibal, there is a scene where Jack goes over and looks at Hannibal’s artwork. There is a piece of paper underneath the artwork.

what is this piece of paper, you may ask? It’s LITERALLY the wound man LMFAO.

i find this really funny because it’s a direct parallel to the scene with Miriam Lass, where she is sifting through Hannibal’s art and notices another image of the wound man.

it’s yet another portrayal of just how unobservant Jack Crawford is to who Hannibal Lecter truly is, despite it being right in front of his eyes. Because Hannibal isn’t even truly hiding it. It’s literally right there and Jack, a man who is both Chief of the BAU and the man who lead the Chesapeake Ripper case, doesn’t notice it. And Jack clearly doesn’t have an issue with overstepping boundaries, because he literally gets all up in Will’s face in the same episode, so he definitely COULD’VE moved the paper LOL

this isn’t even Jack hate btw. I literally love that guy. I just find this SO HUMOROUS considering that he was so defensive about Hannibal not being the Chesapeake Ripper when Will approached him with it when it was RIGHT THERE!!!