omfg i was starving for control i feel so stupid now.
it wasnt about my body when i started and whenever i eat ANYTHING, i felt so sad. it was about control, it was ALWAYS about control. my body changing, perfect. but something i can control? it's amazing.
sorry if i sound like a wannarexic 😁
The new chapter peaked
me telling my mum a memory I have and it always ends up being negative, she js tells me to remember something happy. how am I meant to tell her I don't remember anything positive? maybe a few things. but not many
I actually like how this turned out :3
-even tho it's new account still call me finla, please and thank you
-trans ftm he/them 🏳️⚧️✨️
-bisexual/pansexual/omnisexual (I have no clue anymore.)
-bisexual
-minor (13-17)
-free Palestine 🇵🇸
-i love reading, drawing, anime, sharks, cats, racoon (tho I don't live in America so idrk how they are irl)
favourite shows/fandoms: atyd (maruaders), bsd, mha (sorta), moomins, six of crows, sherlock (bbc), helluva boss, hazbin hotel, heartstopper, the case study of Vantias, mtp (ish), doctor who, probs more, I can't think of anymore right now lol, feel free to recommend, same with music
favourite music artists/bands: Mitski, Cavetown, The Smiths, alex g, Radiohead, Nirvana, David Bowie, Will Wood, Crystal castles, Yealokre, Deftones, Korn, again there's more and I'll add in the future :)
-please no NSFW or anything like that
-please don't send me donation asks
will vent in my posts, this will include: self harm, eating disorders (not diagnosed), mental breakdowns, ranting, parents, school, anxiety, self hate
i will occasionally post my artwork, not the best but I need to put it somewhere 🤷♂️. it'll mostly be maruaders and bsd fanart (if I remember)
my question box is always open
hope your okay <3
Mom saw the cuts mom saw the cuts mom saw the cuts............................................... I hate everything
⭐ Tcoptp ⭐
Okay, listen, I already miss all the characters of this fic, oh my god.
The first time Sirius called him ‘Moony,’ Remus’ stomach did something strange. The first time Sirius called him ‘love,’ Remus forgot how to breathe.