honestly qijiu are so crazy like wdym the two highest-ranked peak lords of the cultivation world's largest sect are childhood friends, rags to riches, lovers to enemies, "the one that got away" and they HID IT. FROM ALL THE OTHER PEAK LORDS. FOR DECADES. NOT EVEN A SINGLE PERSON KNEW???
My favourite angst couple dynamics (Unsaid thoughts)
"Am I even worthy of your Love?"
"Is my Love enough for you to stay for?"
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"Ask me to stay for you"
"Please tell me you want to stay"
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"You had to have realized by now, How can you not know?"
"I just couldn't let myself hope, it would have been my destruction"
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"My existence is not worth anything"
"I would have no purpose in this world had you not existed"
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"There is nothing for me in this world"
"Take me, my blood, my bones, my everything, until I have nothing else to give"
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"My Love is more of a curse than a blessing"
"If you can't bless me with your love, atleast curse me till the end of time"
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"Let me go, I have nothing left to live for"
"All this pain I have endured, just to watch you wither away"
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"What about you, who are you in love with, it couldn't possibly be me"
"Love me, even if I know I am asking for the impossible"
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"You will never acknowledge our connection, I watch you follow everyone else with your eyes"
"If only I had the courage to tell you, you live in my heart"
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"You will break my heart I know, then why can't I let you go"
"Don't forgive me, I don't deserve it"
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"I wish I could be what you deserved"
"Ofc, you wouldn't have wanted me, nobody has ever wanted me"
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"I was a selfish person once, now look, i made myself better for you"
"Did I do this to you, did my expectations destroy you too?"
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"No one can love me, even I can't love myself"
"Let me love you, I would love you enough for the both of us"
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"I will destroy you, I corrupt everything I touch"
"I am drowning in my darkness, your touch is my salvation not destruction"
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"I always thought the worst of you, turns out all this time I was the one hurting you"
"You, even filled with hatred for me, are my lifejacket in this sea of oblivion"
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"I am nothing but an object, a toy, a weapon. No one even sees me as a person"
"Had I been powerful enough, you wouldn't have had to be anything other than yourself"
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"Don't let me destroy you, push me away first"
"If you are my end, let me greet destruction like an old friend"
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"I would take being born in this world again and again if it means meeting you, even just for the possibility of you, I'd take that chance"
"I would take living in this cruel world forever it means having you, even for a second, i'd take that chance"
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"You are the reason of all this pain, not just mine but everybody's. So why, why can't I just hate you"
"Hate me, curse me, destroy me but for all the negativity there is.... don't be indifferent to me"
The Lord is testing me.
LMFAOOOO IโM CRYING
Qijiu week 2024 Day 3: Transmigration: Some things never change...
Everyone at Cang Qiong seems happy with the changes seen in Peak Lord Shen,,,, except a certain someone who just wants his snarky Xiao Jiu back
there's only one thing worse than an awful book, and that is an awful book with ONE tantalisingly compelling element
Hello , can you please reblog or publish a post for my campaign? Due to the slow pace of donations, they pass slowly as ice. I hope you can help me. A small amount like $5, $10, or $20 will be more than useful to help me and my family. Thank you for everything๐๐
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โRight now, donated money is being used to help us survive this war. Food is very expensive and my family has to pay rent for the land that our tent is on. However, I want to save up enough money to evacuate my family to a safer place where we can rebuild our lives. I dream of returning to university to finish my computer science degree. I want to provide a better life for my family than is possible in Gaza. My family and I have many dreams we would like to fulfill after this war. We are grateful to everyone who donated and helps us during this time of suffering.
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I have been verified by @apollos-olives, it is in my pinned post.
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I hope your family could flee as soon as possible from Israel, I'm so sorry that I can't help you as I'm not working right now, and I'm not from America so I don't have the dollar currency. I'll pray for your safety and health in my prayers, I'm so sorry this happened to your family </3
"All those empty rooms
We could have been anywhere, anywhere else
Instead, I made a bed with apathy
My heart knew the weight
Ten years worth of dust and neglect
We made our peace with weariness and let it be..."
(Song: The Moon will Sing by the Crane Wives)
YQY: Qi-ge failed his Xiao Jiu... ๐๐๐
Ref:
All my drawing time lately has gone into a school project so here's a bunch of very quick animal doodles I did to draw something less serious
*drinks deeply of my red wine, reclining on a chaise lounge in a green velvet robe* Another long night of breaking and torturing that old man *sip* Ah, a find vintage! *rings my little faggot bell* Manfred! Bring me the Qijiu fluff! Be quick about it doll, I want to feel alive!
[|๐| scrawling around tumblr, does nothing to help the community]Shen Jiu defender and apologist, also a 79 enthusiastMultishipper and Multifandom, just awfully invested in svsss rn
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