depends how many bottles you count as too many.
#or daddy#/gets shot by a mysterious guy wearing a hat
did he take too many benadryls...
please im begging connect me with more psycho pass blogs i am rotting in this corner
( this is basically just a very self indulgent list of various fluff, angst, and suggestive themed dialogue sentence starters. )
â i could keep you safe. theyâre all afraid of me. â
â iâm trying to fix your hair, so hold still. â
â your heart is beating so fast right now. â
â promise me youâll still be here when i wake up. â
â youâre not as bad as everyone says you are. â
â i thought youâd like some company. âÂ
â clean yourself up. you're getting blood all over the place. â
â here, give this a try and tell me what you think. â
â you can kiss me, you know. â
â come back to bed. â
â you look good like this. â
â working together again, itâs just like old times. â
â how is it you always know what i need, huh? â
â youâre lucky you got away with only a scratch. âÂ
â i canât imagine losing someone like that. iâm sorry. â
â you know you can always talk to me. â
â the only one who gets to kill you, is me. â
â so, what do i owe this pleasure? â
â ah, so you arenât heartless after all. â
â may i have this dance? âÂ
â itâs okay, you can touch me. i won't break. â
â enemies make the best lovers, you know. â
â hold still. this might sting a little. â
â we can't keep doing this. âÂ
â you look like you've got something to say. â
â just relax and let me take care of you. â
â thought youâd be lighter without all that blood. â
â i had it under control. you didnât need to do that. â
â everything looks so beautiful from up here. â
â you treat all your ladies like this? â
â well? how do i look? â
â canât sleep? â
â do you mind if i smoke? â
â iâm scared of ending up alone. â
â i donât think iâve ever seen you smile. â
â how long has it been since you've slept? â
â you are losing my interest, and thatâs very dangerous. â
â iâd suffer hell if youâd tell me what youâd do to me tonight. â
â you look really pretty right now. â
â iâve never cared for anyone the way i care for you. â
â iâm not wearing any underwear. thought youâd like to know. â
â just a few more stitches and youâll be as good as new. â
â iâd say we make a pretty good team. â
â i want you to forget this ever happened. â
â i'm here for business â not pleasure. â
â if i didn't know any better, i'd say you were jealous. â
â you'd look better down on your knees. â
â fine, keep acting like you hate me. â
â kiss me again. â
â are you asking me out on a date? â
â just sit there and look pretty and let me handle this. â
â you okay? caught you staring off into space again. â
â well, i do feel better now that you're here. â
â i'm not drunk enough for this. âÂ
â why is it whenever we see each other, youâre covered in blood? â
â i was wrong about you. âÂ
â the first time i met you, i had no idea you'd mean this much. â
â you gonna be a good girl / boy for me? â
â iâm not afraid of you. â
â books mean more to me than people anyway. â
â i just wanted to say thank you for protecting me. â
â how about a kiss goodnight? â
â i donât have time for distractions right now. â
â you shouldnât be out here by yourself. âÂ
â if i have to think about one more thing today, my head will explode. â
âšHE IS SO PERFECT AND BEAUTIFULâš
đ * â  đ»đŻđŹ đ·đŻđšđ”đ»đ¶đŽ đ¶đ đ»đŻđŹ đ¶đ·đŹđčđš đșđŹđ”đ»đŹđ”đȘđŹ đșđ»đšđčđ»đŹđčđș. ( all of these are taken from the song lyrics from the musical of the same name. feel free to change pronouns and adjust to your needs! )
â  remember me once in a while â please promise me you'll try. â â  where in the world have you been hiding? â â  stories like this can't come true. â â  close your eyes and surrender to your darkest dreams. â â  and you'll live as you've never lived before. â â  let your darker side give in. â â  who was that shape in the shadows? â â  is this what you wanted to see? â â  now you cannot ever be free! â â  fear can turn to love, you'll learn to see. â â  i shall give you one last chance. â â  it's useless trying to appease me. â â  you're only saying this to please me. â â  if he knew the truth, he'd never, ever go. â â  it was an accident ... simply an accident. â â  why have you brought me here? â â  what you heard was a dream and nothing more. â â  i'm here, nothing can harm you. â â  i'm here with you, beside you, to guard you and to guide you. â â  promise me that all you say is true, that's all i ask of you. â â  you're safe, no one will find you. â â  all i want is freedom, a world with no more night, and you, always beside me, to hold me and to hide me. â â  all our fears are in the past. â â  why is it secret? what have we to hide? â â  [name], what are you afraid of? â â  you were once my companion, you were all that mattered. â â  why can't the past just die? â â  don't make me do this. it scares me. â â  we'll be parted forever, he won't let me go. â â  am i to risk my life to win the chance to live? â â  do i have any choice? â â  i know i can't refuse, and yet i wish i could. â â  don't think that i don't care, but every hope and every prayer rests on you now. â â  you! why did you let this happen? â â  but can i trust you? â â  i love her! does that mean nothing? â â  the world showed no compassion to me! â â  did you think that i would harm her? â â  why should i make her pay for the sins which are yours? â â  this is the choice â this is the point of no return. â
LIU XIAO link click: bridon arc â prelude
thinking about adding ogata back to my muse list, i just miss him so much but there's no golden kamuy rp fandom bye
heâd known grimmjowâs mouth to be full of needles, ready to be spat. patience begins to waver. it had, perhaps, collapsed even earlier, when the scarce distance had been narrowed, when his kick had connected with taut muscle. or maybe a more primal part of him - the monster that constructed him - isnât quite so averse to giving in to his desires, or the temptation that presents before his eyes.
the sully of lord aizenâs name gives him leverage. the heel thatâd dug itself into grimmjowâs groin pierces deeper still. â youâre crossing the limits, grimmjow. what exactly do you wish for, running your mouth like this? what else if not to be punished. that, i can give you. âÂ
itâs within my power, anger is foreign, but he understands discipline. if lord aizen asked⊠what are the boundaries to hierarchy? ulquiorra couldnât remember the last time heâd received orders that rose doubts. perhaps. perhaps not. as long as itâs necessary. itâs pointless. itâs dark, the only source of light comes from the partitions near the tall ceiling, gray moonlight. an appropriate place for grimmjow to confront his feelings, to be taught. a place to be cornered.
this was not supposed to happen.
hands on hips, fabric moved down and teeth around sensitive skin - grimmjow is as fast as he fights, and though ulquiorra couldâve dodged the action, something hooks him in place. the two of them, ulquiorra staring down at the other arrancar in their perfect isolation. thereâs nothing between them but the empty air and silence that no longer than a second is all but devoured: grimmjowâs teeth gnaw at his hip-bone, claws tearing their way in, where there should be tender skin, had they been human. but they are not. ulquiorraâs eyes flare open, a moment of confusion, evaluation - it would be a lie to say that heâd been unaware, that he hadnât seen beyond the goading, the circling like two predators testing the limits of their territories.
â grimmjow, you â â ulquiorra whispers through gritted teeth, earning him little. his body tenses with anticipation, watching with rapt attention as his shaft disappears inside grimmjowâs mouth, teeth pressing at parts that he hadnât know could respond in that way to the rough treatment. everything sounds loud, even louder in the silence. the wetness of it. their gasps. white noise pounding and unforgiving in his head.
the sudden closeness astounded him, only momentarily. pride, as he wields it, is sharp, like the edge of a sword. his hands grip at grimmjowâs hair, forcing him into stillness, â is this what you wanted? is this your idea of what punishment should be, because it is not if youâre enjoying it. â, and presses forward, fingers tight, the almost urge to shove, to savor. to hurt, to break. to destroy.
㠀㠀㠀IN HUECO MUNDO - THERE ARE NO GENTLE TOUCHES, and among the espada - this rings especially true. they were primitive creatures in their own right, boiled down to their singular aspects and governed entirely by those. grimmjow was a being of destruction in all he did - all he felt, for in pursuit of whatever feeling or fight had caught his attention, the arrancar would raze the world to the ground, and then himself in the process. he supposes it might be similar to ulquiorra - but with grimmjow, at least his destruction wrought joy to the marrow of his bones. at least he felt complete when pain crackled through his body and he saw his efforts rewarded in depthless, emerald gaze - saw the reflection of himself crazed and hungry and...
㠀㠀㠀â hah! â  he can't help it - the indignant laugh that leaves him, the startled noise of outright surprise. it's like catching the scent of blood in the water. fresh ichor scattered across the sands. he feels his mouth salivate, feels every predatory instinct hone in on the man above him, even as bones grind beneath his touch, even as his jaw aches. he just purrs louder, and louder, and louder - and skates that feline rough tongue between the bat bastard's elegant fingers, and sucks.
㠀㠀㠀next thing he knows, he's own his back, staring up at him, stomach smarting.
㠀㠀㠀yet somehow - grimmjow doesn't look that angry. instead - he looks smug. were his tail out, it might have been swaying with delight. ulquiorra only gets the benefit of his bright eyed stare though, the amused curl of his lips, and the way sharp black claws rake into stone flooring, cracking the tile beneath them. â you've never done this before, have you? â  grimmjow sounds positively elated actually, especially as the fourth looms over him - all monochrome colors and depressed, empty gaze. his hands are surprisingly alive, the sensation almost sensuous and he's not above baring his throat a bit further, and also not above another jolted out purr.
㠀㠀㠀â i don't think that's what you're actually interested in right now, dumbass. â there it is again - that permeable smugness, and grimmjow is lightning quick, snapping a hand upwards to quite blatantly rest upon the heat of his companion's crotch. â never fucked, ulquiorra? never leaned into anything carnal with another arrancar? â as grimmjow speaks, his grip tightens - dangerous and divine all at once, â guess i shouldn't be surprised. aizen isn't telling you to do it so why would you? â  his fangs glint in the night then, and the espada raises onto one elbow - the inviting dip of tongue over a bloodied canine,  â c'mon. â he purrs again,  â come at me again. i wanna see what you really want to do to me. â