Theres This One Special Website Which Tells Your Weight In X Days If You Eat A Certain Amount Of Calories...

I mean fruit in general are so awesome

My ed is forcing me to basically love all of them, even strawberries - which I used to despise before lol

But now they're like candy :D

strawberries actually might be the ultimate 3d safe food. 33cal per 100g and so yummy and sweet (especially in summer) to be able to satisfy that sweet tooth and reduce chance of a binge.

Sooo I did successfully get around eating my Dad's birthday cake, because my entire family kind if overslept and I said I'd take a piece to school with me since I'm in such a rush

Yeah, I'm obviously not gonna eat it, but I'm so happy I got around it 😅

When u think ur doing 'well' so you try to eat normally again but instead get on a choo-choo train to b1nge land

I be contemplating my whole life

I'm in a love-hate relationship with my scars

might be a bit over specific, but at the moment I like romanticise ⭐ving by pretending I'm just some cool guy commanding a space ship, classes are space ship school or something and I can't eat because I am infected by some alien parasite that'll eat me instead if I eat food... Or something.

Seriously, why am I like this

I'm so upset right now, because I've planned out every food I was going to eat for the day and it's been going so well, but now my parents insist they make something for the entire family to eat for dinner, and even if it's soup (and slightly lower in calories than what I would've had otherwise) I'm really quite angry I couldn't follow through with my plan :(

Also, I have no way to count the calories of what my parents cook and that makes it scary no matter what it is, but hey- they're making just soup

I should've taken my blades with me

Idk I just really don't like warm food/drinks.

Hot stuff like tea and coffee are okay, but lukewarm stuff I can't stand and I just prefer cold stuff really

No better feeling than finally being locked in again after binging for days

I can't believe I keep throwing this feeling away when it's literally the best thing ever and nothing, truly NOTHING feels good about binging, because I don't even enjoy the food I eat when I do and even if I did in my head I'd be screaming at me to stop but most of the times I can't

It's one of the worst experience s in my opinion, whereas restricting does have a couple downsides but they don't outweigh (heh) how good it feels

If alcohol bad then why so tasty? Why it make me happy :(