At this point, I'm not even trying to quit cutting properly
I only quit because of the swimming classes at school I have to take, but I don't fucking care anymore, as long as I don't do it a couple of days ahead it's fine
I never wanted to stop for myself and I guess I won't then, just maybe lower, well, the amount a little
Sooo I did successfully get around eating my Dad's birthday cake, because my entire family kind if overslept and I said I'd take a piece to school with me since I'm in such a rush
Yeah, I'm obviously not gonna eat it, but I'm so happy I got around it 😅
getting used to the hunger once again (it's literally the best feeling)
I had my first strawberries these time of year. They were fucking huge and juicy and so, so red and they reminded me of that huge ass banana I had the other day.
Fruit are so fucking good they're like my candy
(I don't even like that packaged junk anymore, but now when I crave it's oats and yoghurt and honey and - thankfully - fruit, which is still super easy to binge on, even if it's healthier)
Okay but why do I actually kinda love writing essays
edtblr has taught me more about nutrition than my biology class ever could
"What do you do in your free time" how do I say "pace around my backyard whilst imagining myself reacting to WL related compliments and situations" without sounding weird
So
Space is so fucking cool y'all
Checking my cal counting app for comfort
self harm will fix me trust
THIS exactly omg
why is my entire dash just edblr, wlw nsfw txt posts, occasional sh pics and every now n then something NORMAL 😭😭🙏