Why eat food, anyway, when I can have Monster?
"What do you do in your free time" how do I say "pace around my backyard whilst imagining myself reacting to WL related compliments and situations" without sounding weird
Bread. Bread is my worst enemy. I am more than convinced of its evil intentions towards me, but I will thwart this dastardly beast as well.
I relapsed into sh again, after having been clean for about 15 days
Usually I manage to go about a month clean before urges get too bad
And I did my arm for the first time (I usually only do my legs)
So yeah
I only quit because I have to take swimming classes at school and they're the absolute worst
Everything I got from the store today! I ended up not getting too much because I reconsidered my budget, but here it is! They didn't have my usual protein bar flavours so I decided to try these new ones, and I haven't tried on of these monsters as well. I just like to amass safe foods and look at them it makes me happy honestly lol
sisyphus is just how having ana-bp feels lol
ana culture is washing the measuring cups but leaving your dirty dishes in the sink
I had my first strawberries these time of year. They were fucking huge and juicy and so, so red and they reminded me of that huge ass banana I had the other day.
Fruit are so fucking good they're like my candy
(I don't even like that packaged junk anymore, but now when I crave it's oats and yoghurt and honey and - thankfully - fruit, which is still super easy to binge on, even if it's healthier)
getting used to the hunger once again (it's literally the best feeling)
First day at my Grandma's, and she moved her bathroom scale an now I can't find it :(
So now I'll have to go two days without weighing myself, and I can check my weight in three days after my Dad and I are home again... it's not an issue, I usually don't weigh myself everyday, either, it's just that I was planning to do it to keep myself accountable... Easter with my Grandma, a dangerous game food-wise