Study Tip: Eat Chocolate 🍫 (unless You’re Allergic Please Don’t Die)

it’s a grey week so far— the kind where you can already smell the petrichor and the grass is damp with anticipation but there’s no droplets of rain when i look up at the sky

its an endless sea of fatigue. constant repetition of the same days and same assignments and same hopes and dreams. everyone expects every ounce of your energy or none at all— a limbo between pressure and vengeance

i’m trapped inside my own head, wishing for an alternate existence knowing i need to face the world. hopefully i get the courage soon

Sirius A and B taken on 13th December 2005 by Hubble Space Telescope

Sirius A is well known for being the brightest star in the night sky and a part of the constellation Canis Major. However, its binary partner, Sirius B was only discovered in 1862.

Ever since the creation of Newton’s law of universal gravitation, star mechanics became not only descriptive, but also predictive. Sirius A’s path across the night sky was unexpected. It wasn’t a straight line, but rather oscillated across its path. This caused many scientists to suspect that Sirius A had a binary partner.

Sirius B was first observed by Alvan Clark, who was testing a new telescope at the time. This was later on confirmed by other telescopes.

Sirius B is a white dwarf, while Sirius A is a main sequence star, meaning it is much larger and much brighter. 1000x brighter than Sirius B, in fact.

In the photo, Sirius A is in the center (although there are some effects due to the instruments) and Sirius B can be seen in the lower left.

AAAAAAHHHH I HAVE A MATH TEST TMRW

Normally, I’m not so stressed, but I missed class this week (I was skipping shame on me 😭) and I have no clue what’s going on… Me and the math teacher are besties because he’s the coach of the golf team, so I’m scared of disappointing him with my bad test scores.

I also had a long lab in chem this week. It’s really sad because we got bad results even though we ran our trial for over and hour lol. I think it’s my lab partner’s fault because he keeps on putting his crusty fingers all over the cuvettes which is messing up the spectrophotometer. Hopefully he actually writes his part so it’s not another repeat of last year.

- Practice midterms for matrices

- Grade practice midterms

- Write lab report

- Debug binary system simulation

- Work on astro research paper

- Work on program applications

- Finish new deal research

- Finish college assessment

- Email people back 😬

Don’t ask me why we have a midterm in January… I have no clue.

15/01/25 - 16/02/25

Forgetting to make this posts hehe- So much has happened :3

Had my music exam (it was funny lol -like fr). The examiner was the advocate of High Court! 💀 (I got to know it only after coming out of the exam room) She told me to remember things more (I forgot many things huff) for next year and not to get nervous (I was offered water THAT'S HOW MUCH I GOT NERVOUS).

Organised the farewell of our seniors <3 (can't believe that soon it'll be my last year of school).

Wore beautiful dresses in different events and took no photos alone. 🕶️ (WHYYYYY)

Gonna have my last classes of 11th tomorrow! Finals start from the 6th of March; yo girlie's locking in! :p

Currently, writing my chemistry practicals and computer science project (DUDE I HAVE TO WRITE 275 LINES OF CODE ON PAPER -ON PAPER).

f=ma exam…. either i cooked or completely flunked lol

“it'll all be worth it in the end,"

why are there so many variables in physics? it’s like reading a whole new language and i’m dying here 😭

actually so upset that em dashes are being treated as an ai indicator— i love them ❤️

they’re so versatile and they look soooo prettyyyy too. i started using them after i read the great gatsby

28/jan/2025, tuesday

tiring day as usual but i pushed through!!

woke up at 6 (maybe i should try not falling asleep for hours after skl if that results with me waking up early without any alarm despite going to bed past 1 a.m.)

light stretching + exercise

did ok on the eng group presentation in school today but at least it's done

searched for poetry contest

physics lab record

duolingo lesson

practiced playing keyboard

you ask a student in april how they're doing and they'll say "oh i'm fine" but in reality they are treating themselves in such a way that violates the geneva convention on treatment of prisoners