Dyke-in-recovery - The Real Mirage Was My Sexuality This Whole Time

*giggles* I dont know if women deserve rights, Daddy! I'm just a girl <3

It's just a kink

I said, years ago when i first started edging myself dumb and staring into pretty spirals

It's just a kink

I say as i start dressing more and more feminine, wearing skirts and make up and basking in the compliments

It's just a kink

As i willingly offer myself up for use, tongue out and drooling at the words good girl

It's just a kink

But i giggle and misspell words every day now

It's just a kink

But everyone is so much nicer to me now

It's just a kink

But i still sometimes try to run away from it

It's just a kink

But no matter how much time passes i always end up back here, ready to serve and edge myself dumb

It's just a kink

But i still pour myself into being useful, i still crave others pleasure and i still drip at the idea of being an object for use

It's just a kink

But every time i come back i sink deeper and deeper

It's just a kink

But i drip the second i put my collar on, wishing someone would leash me and keep me down

It's just a kink

But people in my every day life like me more now, like me docile and giggly and with more cleavage

It was never just a kink, it's who i am🎀

What makes you enjoy slave Leia so much? Merely a strong woman in a humiliating, revealing costume, or is there anything more to it?

Slave Leia fixed me.

I don't think I have a lot to say about it that isn't obvious, since I'm kinda stupid. But it's more than just a strong woman being put in a humiliating revealing costume.

First is the in universe concept (uh, I guess, spoilers for like a forty year old movie). It's not just that Leia is captured and put in the bikini. She's captured while in the process of thinking she can be strong and capable, that she can save someone. The outfit and voice changer she used while trying to rescue Han covered up her sex and her weakness. The contrast with that is immense. And when she's caught, people *laugh*. It's a big *joke*. It's not a serious she did a good try but jabba's crack team of security were better. It's like a surprise prank that they all pulled on her. Compare the defiance from when Vader first captures her on the blockade runner in EP IV, when she is strong in the face of capture after a battle well fought, to the face she makes when jabba catches her. No defiance. Just embarrassment, disgrace, weakness, confusion, stupid girl. Sorry I'm kinda masturbating while writing this.

And then she is stripped and put in a tacky bikini with arm bands and hair bands and a collar and leash. Fine. But she is exposed in front of Luke. The one who she was trying to be all tough girl equal around in EP IV and v. He is calm, composed, powerful, which just makes her weakness and stupidity more evident. Of course she couldn't save a man. But one could save her, at the price of seeing her stripped down to a waist and pair of tits.

And that's edge edge that's what brings this into the real world. It completely destroys Leia's character for the entire series. Ask any man who's watched star wars to describe the most iconic scene for Luke and it's idk his training with Yoda or his blowing up the death star or whatever. None of them will say him shirtless and weak and vulnerable in the bacta tank. But ask the same question about Leia and you will get one answer. If it had been her character from the start it wouldn't wreck me quite so much. But it isn't, it's two movies of.building her up as a badass strong independent woman and then haha no you stupid girls who thought this universe took you seriously this is how everyone sees you. The fact that it took away and overwrote and deleted and replaced oh god everything that she did in the eyes of the male audience the film was marketed.to edge is she's literally on a chain looking up at the guy she was pretending to be an equal to just like how I have to be lower and beneath and

And on top of all of that was Carrie's discomfort real world with how revealing the costume was to her professional colleagues it's literally wear this bra and skirt with no panties in front of people you pretend edge are workplace equals wet and pose while kneeling in it for the official promotion materials bark and inspire generations of girls to think that when they attend conventions about their hobbies they should dress up like subservient edge sluts and pose in huge undifferentiated groups for photos and anyways that's part of why I like slave Leia so much thanks for the ask.

i love misogyny i love the patriarchy i love being a stupid toy for Men but i especially love the girls who think the same way and want to make you into even more of a gender traitor like yes cunt!!! i love that we are both stupid and drooling for Male worship like imagine being this dumb and rooting for not only your own downfall but for other girls too!!! i could edge to this for hours

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Sure, tell people im an evil mind control lady, that will only make me more popular 🤍

Belief system 🙏