First Of All, Happy New Year Everyone!

For the game! Beliath (ML), Chrome (Eldarya) and L (Death Note) !

Thank you!

Kiss (because I ain’t sleeping with him): Chrome

Marry: Beliath 😍

Kill: L (sorry, but I don’t know Death Note)

@louis-ratking BAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA

diversity wins! your tumblr mutual is italian

Reblog if it’s ok for your mutuals to just send you posts they think you’d like or talk to you about random parts of their day

I know that Christmas (or even December) is not here yet, but I wanted to share this prompt list in advance! Feel free to send any number (even more if you want to) and any pairing for me to write!

Fandoms: My Candy Love, Eldarya, Moonlight Lovers, Choices

Christmas/Winter prompts!!

Yes I know it’s November but I am super excited so I couldn’t resist!! (Plus I wanted to make my own prompt list for a while!)

These are all based on wintery/Christmassy things, there are a couple of situations, Christmas song titles and just winter goodness in here!! 

Feel free to reblog or prompt me! 

1. Ice Skating 2. Christmas Carolling 3. Under the Mistletoe 4. Ugly Matching Christmas Sweater 5. Egg Nog 6. Snowed in 7. Putting up the Christmas lights 8. Hot Chocolate 9. White Christmas 10. Believing in Santa 11. Cutting down the tree 12. Christmas shopping 13. Snow Angels 14. Keeping warm by the fire 15. Snowball fights 16. Scarves 17. Making Christmas Cookies 18. Catching a cold 19. Traditional Christmas Dinner 20. Writing a letter to Santa 21. Sleigh ride 22. Wrapping presents 23. Making a snowman 24. Getting into the Christmas spirit 25. Rudolph the Red nose Reindeer 26. ‘Bah humbug’ 27. Frostbite 28. Gloves 29. ‘It’s too cold’ 30. Snow storm 31. ‘This is way too much food’ 32. I’ll be home for Christmas 33. Finding hidden Christmas presents 34. Snowflakes 35. Decorating the tree 36. Slipping on ice 37. ‘It’s too warm for snow’ 38. The night before Christmas 39. Secret Santa 40. Singing Christmas songs loudly 41. Finding the perfect present 42. Christmas morning 43. Silent night 44. The Holiday season 45. Christmas elves 46. Family traditions 47. Meeting Santa Claus 48. ‘My car broke down in the snow’ 49. Putting the Angel on top of the tree 50. Christmas movies

13, 14 and 19 with nevra from eldarya?? 💕💕 i love your writing!!!

oh anon, I’m such an idiot. I accidentally read 13 as 3 and wrote it like that, I only realised my mistake now. don’t worry though! someone else requested 13 with Nevra as well, so you will still get it, just later. sorry again, I’ll try to learn how to read 😅

3. injured

Nevra is too proud to let others see him being hurt, he’d rather hide it and take care of himself, so he soon recruits Ewelein as his sworn enemy lmao

he’s not a medic though, but he still wants someone close to him to cure him. since Ezarel’s departure, this person is Huang Chu (I don’t think Nevra has a good relationship with Mathieu)

it’s the complete opposite when Guardian is injured: he immediately drops their last petty argument, and rushes to get help for her as soon as possible, even if it’s just a small injury like a burn or a cut on her hand

he’s embarassed about it later, but seeing Guardian’s grateful smile makes him swear to keep being overprotective of her

14. pregnancy / birth

“honey, I’m pregnant” “....WHAT”

I’m pretty sure Nevra will be shocked when he hears the news, but his astonishment will turn into excitement soon

having a younger sister makes things easier though, mostly because he has some kind of experience of taking care of someone, but also because he can pass his kid to Karenn whenever they start to cry and Guardian is not around

he doesn’t have any experience of the actual pregnancy however, so those months are a rollercoaster with him. he tries to be his usual protective self around Guardian, while she tries to make him understand that she wasn’t and still isn’t made of glass

when Guardian is giving birth, Nevra is just staring at the sidelines with wide eyes, but inside he’s happy for the little one

19. domestic life

if you want to keep your eyesight undamaged, don’t look around in Nevra’s home. seriously. that guy doesn’t know the word “organised”. he cleans it, don’t get me wrong, but things don’t have their place, everything is just lying around

this makes living together a challenge, but Guardian is absolutely up for it, never getting tired of organising things again and again

after a child joins them, life definitely gets more interesting. “who should do what” is a constant dilemma, but I think Nevra would give up being a Chief after some time, “degrading” himself as an ordinary member, so he has more time to look after his kid

What I think of you? Well, I think that you are an amazing person and a fantastic friend.

Also, your writing absolutely slaps!

ouwmm, thanks Bee 🥺😔 I’m happy to call you my friend! as I’ve said before

I love you! *mwah* you’re my favourite Tegan stan, and you’d still be my favourite if I knew a hundred other ones

yay, a Leo ^^

@sweetcecilyy, @otomes-and-tears how about your horoscopes?

This picrew is so cuuuute, I love astral theme, And I wanted to make my sign (Pisces) -mybirthdayistomorrowguys-

Here the link if you want to try: https://picrew.me/image_maker/575157`

I got a one-shot request with Rayan (sneaking out, romantic dinner, having sex), and I just wanted to let the anon know that I'm not really in the best place mentally right now to write something to outrageously happy lol

I'm not deleting the request of course, as soon as I feel better, I'll write it, I just wanted to clear this ^^

Yue's Medical Bills and Mishaps, organized by Younique Bales

Hey there, my name is Younique but most of you probably know me as Radical_Yue or just… Younique Bales needs your support for Yue's Medical Bills and Mishaps

Hey guys I know this isn’t the most proper place to do this but I admittedly just want to get this going somewhere, but if any of you are able to share this it’d be greatly appreciated. My roommate recently had emergency surgery and had previously lost her job due to covid. She’s been scraping by doing commissions up till now but with the surgery and the pain she was in prior to the surgery, she’s been unable to do any work for a few weeks now. 

Also if any of y’all donate submit/dm me a message with your receipt and I’ll try to draw/doodle something for you ;v;)/

Some examples of draws I’ve done —v

day 1 - moving out (Candy x unspecified LI)

Words: 443

TW: the story happens after Candy's husband (I didn't specify who) passes away. there aren't any mentions about how he died; but still read with caution if this subject can upset you

Candy's P. O. V.

"Ma'am, are we free to go, is everything set now?"

I didn't pay attention to the question, still standing in the doorway, sweeping the empty room with my eyes. It was hard to take in the view: my brain filled in the void with the rugs, furnitures, pictures, newspaper on the table, the TV....

"....ma'am?"

I turned towards the young man in front of me; he was working for a professional decluttering company, the very one I called to help me get rid of some of my belongings. My heart ached to let go of certain things, but I couldn't possibly take everything with me to my new flat. The only real love in my life left my side, and I couldn't bear to live alone in the same house that was once filled with his laughter and voice.

I hoped that the organiser would impute me not hearing him to my old age, and nodded. "Yes, everything is on the truck, you can go. Thank you for your help."

He curtly said goodbye, then left, taking his favourite armchair, his desk, his-

The thought of raining on a day like this being cliché flashed through my mind, when I realised that it was my own tear that wetted my face. I thought that I had got over it by now; isn't grief supposed to last for only a few months? That's what all of my friends told me, at least. That it will be better, that I will eventually forget about him, that life will overgrow the pain...

When will it dull?

I walked back to my own car. There was nothing else I could do, the whole house is empty besides few things that the owners-to-be liked and bought. My accidental prediction became true after all; when it was already dark - so dark that the world outside my car's light seemed non-existent - I noticed some drops on the wind-shield. One, two, five, and many, many more. They imitated my tears that started falling once again, and I had to pull over to calm down. There were two images in my mind, never disappearing: one showed the house the way it once was, full of life when the grandchildren visited, being a safe heaven for them; and one showed its present state, the walls ripped from the family photos covering them, the wooden floor naked without the carpets warming them, the dark rooms with all the light taken away from there.

An image of life, and an image of death. A painful reminder of the past, and the truthfully cold present.

And I couldn't decide which one hurt more to see.

"The grief does not go away. It doesn’t go away, life just grows around lit. First, there is nothing but loss. All the time. It breaks up body and soul sharply, without mercy. You have to go crazy, you have to perish in pain. We feel like there's no more. With such an absence, such a large void, it is no longer possible to live. Then life goes on. Time goes on stubbornly. Suddenly the moment will come — it will only become clear later — when it no longer hurts without stopping. Breathing spaces start to take place in the flow of torment that was thought unstoppable. Minutes when you can pay attention to something else. Little islands. Then there will be more and more of these. Suddenly we find that the morning, the boundary between dream and wakefulness is no longer broken by the icy realization that they are no more. Then, sometimes we can smile when we think, "Hm, I remember how funny it was when....!" Memories no longer bring pain, but gratitude that they were here. Over time, there will be new joy, there will be new momentum. There will be plans and new desires. There will be peace and forgiveness, but grief will not diminish, it will not decrease. Life grows around it."

30 day angst writing challenge