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Biggest Bully - Yourself

I think I am my biggest bully.

A lot of us have this issue, I think.

I constantly tell myself, “You’re too fat” “You’re so ugly” “You suck”

Not only that but when I’m alone or with friends, Horrible thoughts & memories come up Out of nowhere really, and it fucks me up.

Sometimes I just want to fucking shoot myself

I mean like, Jesus fucking Christ, shut the fuck up!

Why are we so mean to ourselves?

I am my biggest bully.

Even if it’s something that happened with someone, I can forgive them, yeah no problem. But that thought, whatever event that happened, even if I forgave the person, it haunts me. That’s a constant fight with myself.

If someone was bullying me, I can leave them or punch them or something. When it’s myself, fuck. Bitxh won’t stfu.

“I hate you Maria, Yeah I hate you too Maria”

Life's Perception

After a breakup, you’re fortunate when you take a step back & realize how much you messed up & subsequently change your ways. You take another step back & immediately see that not only does your ex not face the realization of their wrongs, they choose not to. Imagine what they succumbed to: their conscious self-derogation, self-depreciation, or put simply, willful blindness. Imagine feeling not having changed, not having bettered or improved yourself for half a year; insurmountable is the feeling for choice is to blame. That’s called a sheer waste of life & time. Don’t be like that person. Don’t waste your life.

Source: Dj Roberts

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