And I Got A Small Cameo Of Deadpool Spoiled For Me. A Cameo That I’d Appreciate From Childhood Ruined.

(via Instagram)

Sooo the reason I haven’t been talking about any f/os since I’ve been back is ‘cause I’m currently head over heels for a celebrity. (Look at my likes to see who it is) Now, they say that celebrity crushes are bad and pointless “unrealistic” yada yada. But lately, my feelings for my CC have been the reason I exercise, the reason I’m eating better-I think-and the reason I got out of bed this morning. I’m in school, and I have to get up at 5:40am which just isn’t for me. But then I looked at a picture of her on my phone and said “do it for her, do it for her” and I was up and out of the house in minuets. She’s actually the face/voice in a video game, so it’s like I could just ship with the character, but I’m too attracted to her irl. And it’s done me way more good than harm so far.

I’m a lot better at thinking my feelings than saying them. Make no mistake about it, I am a self shipper. Always will be. But nowadays, there’s this 1 completely real woman (not naming names, but if you wanna know who, scroll through my likes) and I am just head over heels for her. Like…man! I’m watch this show on Hulu that I literally don’t care about just so I can see her. I fast forward the parts (and sit through annoying advertisements) just so I can see and hear her. And she makes my heart go 💖💞💗💖😍 and I love it. I love her! That’s it. That’s all I’m sharing before it gets a bit too personal. 😅

I think I’m about ready to share my 1st new f/o of this blog.

Right. So I watched the movie and I’m not ok. I’ll talk more about my feelings after I recover, but here and now, I’m not ok. I’m gonna have to watch Ninja Turtles or Transformers before the day ends. 🤦🏾‍♂️

Pizza?

I’ve been back on tumblr for all of 2 seconds and I’m getting high quality gifs of all kinds of scenes of Deadpool and Wolverine while it’s still in theaters for heck’s sake. Good thing I already saw the movie.