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I love the ruykishi sprites

Especially compared to the shity steam ones. They just have sooo muuuuch SOUL ugly, deformed, stupid looking souls but beatifull, vibrant, lively souls non the less as an artist they just make me feel such deep love baked into them and surranding them.

Uhmm so country/life updateds

Soo pride is officially banned as of now you can get up to a 200.000huf (540usd or 500 eur more or less (the hungarian forint is rn inflating to shit at the moment so that might change)) to fine for it which can't be worked of or traded for prison time. Also the police is allowed to take video of the protesters so you know they didn't get you there they will send the check later. Police survailenc state much.

Gay married is also not leagl obviouly and trans people have no rights this is a europian country btw...so yeah I enjoy it here so much.

(WTH,WTH,WTH,WTF)

Also my "amazing" presiden and god king called the opposision well basically "roaches" including specificly judges, journelists and politians.

Above part was writen on march 15.

Oh forgot the police wants to use face recignition technology. If it will work like the bkk app or the máv in general I'm not to sceared.

Update: thank the court systems burochratic ass most stuff like this won't actually go through as said. You can appeal multiple times to multiple levels of court and you can't be charged the most amount if you have a clean record you can also appeal to the police to sooooo yeah fuck the government.😁🖕

I only read a bit more than half of Higurashi and watched a live stream of ch 1 of Umineko and I already can't chose.💀💀

If you find that this is an impossible question and you don't know who to vote for... me too!

OK, this is worse, I know who I'm going to vote for, but there are two siblinghoods that I would love to vote for and it's hurting that I can't!

I'm living proof that there is not a single closeted When They Cry fan.

I ONLY READ 4 ARCS OF HIGURASHI and I already shill for this dammed franchise. My first ever reblog here is about the god damm "master" detective rat queen Erika Furudo I only saw a livestream of the first chapter of Umineko by @nezumiva (btw she is reading Higurashi rn check it out if you are interested in a slice of life, horror, mystery in the sleepy village of Hinamizawa (dam wars who?)).

I love all the characters so much Keiichi definetly the smartest man in the room Maebara def a specal ed kid too (Tatarigoroshi for my sorce), Rena best autism rep girl Ryugu, Mion I'm gonna force fem Keiichi if that's the last thing I'll do Sonozaki, Satoko master trap maker and best little sister Hojo and Rika I'm gonna be a little depressed shit because I can be Furude. No more characters bc no spoilers for T (WAIT THAT'S NOT HIS NAME WTH he is so sus now), M creepy af rn, S funny and creepy (how both?) and O Himatsubushi actualy makes me like him a little wtf.

So yeah go read the god damm vn (visual novel) on steam or watch @nezumiva s streams and her unreleated videos she deserves it!!!

Oh for sure I'm reading it not rn but the last time I read it on like may 1st or something and I love it and from the little I've seen of Umineko I'm gonna read it to for sure.^_^

If you find that this is an impossible question and you don't know who to vote for... me too!

OK, this is worse, I know who I'm going to vote for, but there are two siblinghoods that I would love to vote for and it's hurting that I can't!

*sob* thanks I just have no energy to draw lately bc fuck school

Like to charge, reblog to cast

Yeah disabled characters aren't people they are objects, things to protect and/or look up to. You are "brave" for enduring pain, not that you have a fucking choice in that by the fucking way.

It has to be eighter inconsequential or pretty for that matter as well. No uglyness no pain no loss of emotional regulation...be a pretty and greatfull, greatfull that you are allowed to breath.

this is usually the type of thing i'd keep to my sideblog, but. no. this rant is going on main.

this has already been said many times, but i'll say it again: the culture and portrayal of disability in media and fandom is one of crude dismissal, and it's a reflection of widespread real-world attitudes towards disabled people.

i, personally, am really really sick of it.

from what i've observed, there are two types of disabled character (and, thus, two expectations or preconceptions of real-life disabled people): one who doesn't self-advocate, and one who does.

the disabled character who doesnt advocate for themself is either a sweet, pathetic, repressed little baby who cant make their own decisions and needs to be coddled, or they're a strong, noble, inspiration porn warrior who doesn't actually have it that bad because their disability is actually, secretly a superpower.

or... both. sometimes they're both.

on the flip side, the disabled character who does advocate for themself, in a way that is intrusive and productive and realistic, is either an out-of-touch, entitled asshole, or a dramatic, crazed hypochondriac. or both.

the self-sacrificial, people-pleasing disabled character will be praised and infantilized; they are deserving of respect, and they'll set the standard for what a disabled person should be; while the self-respecting, unapologetic disabled character will be mocked and vilified so long as there is proof of their disability being an inconvenience.

in any case, the character, or at least their disability, is misrepresented and dismissed. the amputee gets a completely functional and unhampering prosthetic. the deaf or blind character adapts all too well to a hearing or sighted world, and in fact develops enhancements to their remaining senses. the disfigured person, in the case that they're not a villain, has great kindness and talent, making their physical differences almost ignorable. the paraplegic makes a miraculous recovery, with no persisting symptoms. the autist, while difficult to interact with, is a savant and a genius. forget chronic pain or fatigue; that sort of issue is invisible, and thus irrelevant. and don't even think about mentioning conditions that impact one's hygiene, digestion, or continence.

ah, and don't forget, all of these things will be used as comedic relief.

it's a culture of overcompensation. disabled people, of course, have no inherent value as people, so their value has to be constructed, and their issues disregarded. we wouldn't want to make viewers uncomfortable, now, would we?

of course, this just speaks to a larger issue; society still expects disabled people to be small and inoffensive, to apologize for the realities of their condition. the ideal disabled experience as shown in media and culture is one of shame and insecurity, and the impact of one's disability on oneself is never nearly as relevant as the impact of one's disability on the world around them. disability is only representable so long as it is palatable to an abled audience, and it is only palatable so long as the enjoyment and novelty of viewing an idealized disabled story outweigh the discomfort of viewing a realistic disabled experience.

"you don't get it, the usa is a fascist country full of government propaganda, and our rights as women and queer people are constantly attacked!! you have no idea what that's like!!" i'm hungarian 👍

Airbnb bathroom in Malta, taken from the wet floor of the shower. Don't like the lip on that shower.

"He believes himself to be the most beautiful and important person in the room at all times, and assumes his presence is a gift to those who see him."

Reading that just made me imagine him w the voice of Erika from Umineko well all I can say is <Veeery gooood>

My OC Remus, Spy for the Athkatla government sent into Illithid colonies to collect information for the surface. (modern AU) Remus is a refugee from the now destroyed Seadeeps colony. He has since made his way to the surface and accepted government sponsorship to fast-track his integration into the city.

His job is simple, play the role of an ambassador from Oryndoll, infiltrate the smaller colonies and learn as much of their plans as he can. To make his act more believable, a Felmyr colleague named Minerva has been assigned as his thrall to help him stay on track and add a bit of magical protection. While Remus is the face of the operation, Minerva is the only reason anything ever gets done.

Remus's skin is an iridescent plum that darkens into points with no further markings. Clothing-wise, he prefers light colors to stand out against his skin tone and his wardrobe is tight-fitting, well maintained, and has plenty of accessories. Remus prides himself on keeping his body fit, but his muscles are entirely for show.

Personality-wise, he acts cool but is very quick to anger with an addiction for dopamine. He believes himself to be the most beautiful and important person in the room at all times, and assumes his presence is a gift to those who see him. His high expectations, high libido, and terrible personality makes finding partners difficult. He subsists on a line of hollow one-night stands to fill the void and pass the time.