This!! I Could Never Put My Finger On It But As Ftm Myself I Feel Much The Same.

This!! I could never put my finger on it but as ftm myself I feel much the same.

This also extends to my ASD. I'm so used to feeling uncomfortable or bordering overwhelmed I tend to forget I'm allowed to do against it, instead of the symptomatic treatment I grew up with.

Had a realization that part of why I tend to put off fixing things that bother me appearance-wise (such as my hair, I need to get it cut have the dye job freshened up, and needed to have done so a month ago at least) is probably tied to my dysphoria.

In the sense that; I look in the mirror and see something about my appearance that I cannot change, or cannot easily change at this time, ALL the time. Being so used to that state of forced ambivalence towards my appearance has rubbed off on the things I can change and control, like my hair and my clothing.

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4 months ago

I refuse to give up my optimistic mood so here is my list:

• Against all odds my mental health has improved (significantly). This was the first year I truly felt like there is hope to heal and I'm not broken beyond repair.

• I made actual plans for my future

• My senior kitty is still alive^^

• I made a lot of pretty decorations for my room. It is finally becomeing a Nest^^

hey honest question, did anybody have GOOD stuff happen to them in 2024? cause it was really bad for me and for most people i know, so it would be nice to hear about anything that's been going WELL for any of you. even if it's small stuff. just to know there's light out there.


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3 months ago

Me when I suspect I should remove a song from my playlist because it could be triggering: (•~•)

*my stubborn ass refuses to do so*

Me when I actually get triggered by a song from my playlist:{°_°}

Me when said song becomes an ear worm: {0∆0}


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1 month ago

Go check out my art blog^^

Come play battleship with me^^

1 month ago

Just tried instant coffee

Smelled like burnt beans and sadness

Tased like regret


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3 weeks ago

Just came across a map of DCU!USA and I have questions.

After seeing such gems like: Empire City, Science City, Superior City,

My favourite trio; Smallville (A-OK we've heard 'bout you before), Littleville and Big City (??)

But let's not forget about Casino town, Monument point and Amnesty Bay

Who named these towns??(Both in real life and in the comics) Why? Did they have fun??For what reason do half of them contain the word 'City' in itself?? Or am I dumb and this is normal for the US?


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3 months ago

Can I too have a nice dad please? *cue kicked puppy expression*

Do not punish the behaviour you want to see

I mean, it seems pretty obvious when you put it like that, right?

But how many families, when an introvert sibling or child makes an effort to socialize,  snarkily say, “So, you’ve decided to join us”?

Or when someone does something they’ve had trouble doing, say, “Why can’t you do that all the time?” (Happened to me, too often.)

Or any sentence containing the word “finally”. 

If someone makes a step, a small step, in a direction you want to encourage, encourage it. Don’t complain about how it’s not enough. Don’t bring up previous stuff. Encourage it.

Because I swear to fucking god there is nothing more soul-killing, more motivation-crushing, than struggling to succeed and finding out that success and failure are both punished.

2 weeks ago

I Miss my leg-hair


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1 month ago

Scrolled all the way up to check it's the real one

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2 weeks ago

Being hyper active and yet giving chill vibes is the ultimate win of my life

1 month ago

Currently feeling like the OC of a mentally ill queer.

-staying home from school so I can finish my eldest sister syndrome chores (there was no point in going today anyways)

-just being a silly goofy disabled trans dude

-vibin and dancin to Ke$ha and Chapel Roan

-posting on tumblr


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