Stinky Rat Man With Socks!! Yes Please!!

My unhappiness was the unhappiness of a person who could not say no. I had been intimidated by the fear that if I declined something offered me, a yawning crevice would open between the other person’s heart and myself which could never be mended through all eternity.

Dazai Osamu, No Longer Human

Me at 3 am in the morning, lying awake in bed: "I have a thing for anime men who are mysterious and plain manipulative. I mean, look at Dazai Osamu. The guy is a walking red flag, and I still believe in him to do better."

I was a petal quivering in the slightest breeze, about to fall any moment. Even the slightest insult made me think of dying.

Dazai Osamu, “Memories” from Crackling Mountain and Other Stories

You created a shadowy abomination forged in the depths of night.

It created wars, heartache and pain.

Beneath this fearsome exterior lies an unexpected longing—an ache for peace,

as if this existence has been cursed by the very chaos it was born into.

To roam the endless depths, never resting, never finding solace.

It seeks the one thing it can never find: stillness.

Its heart is a void, a perpetual longing that can never be filled, yet it continues its journey with grace, hoping that someday, perhaps, it will encounter a place where it can lay down its burdens and find the peace it so desperately craves.

In the emptiness of the abyss, the Calmatus remains—forever searching, forever yearning.

Its existence is a testament to the struggle for inner peace I like to think.

If one is praised too easily, one will be quickly satisfied.

Dazai Osamu, A New Hamlet

Wasn’t able to draw them all but I hope you enjoy these hakuoki chibis

i think there’s actually nothing better than being randomly told “I love you” after doing something characteristically stupid. Like what do you mean I’m a lovable person and I just did something silly and you thought “of course you would do that. I love you.”. No better feeling

見ざる | 聞かざる | 言わざる see no evil | hear no evil | speak no evil i finished this a while ago and then forgot to post it (￣-￣|||)

Hellish Holidays:

The Brothers and MC in the Human World

Part One

Characters:

Lucifer, Mammon, Leviathan, Satan, Asmodeus, Beelzebub, Belphegor and GN!MC

Genre:

Headcanons / Slice of Life / Romantic Comedy / light suggestiveness

What would happen if you were on vacation with the characters of Obey Me!? Imagine strange, romantic, or embarrassing days with the demon brothers, Diavolo, Barbatos, Solomon, Simeon, Thirteen, and Mephisto.

LUCIFER

Vacation in an Art City

• He organizes the entire itinerary but pretends it's “all spontaneous.”

• Gets emotional in front of certain historical monuments… but would never admit it.

• Impeccably stylish, even in 35°C weather: black shirt, sunglasses, "powerful man abroad" energy.

• People mistake him for a celebrity, and he enjoys not denying it.

• Sometimes you catch him watching you with the faintest smile, as you're excitedly sharing your thoughts on the artworks around you.

• Says souvenirs are useless… yet still buys matching ones with you, from small clothing items to city trinkets.

Mini scene:

The sun sets behind the rooftops of the city, painting the air in shades of orange and gold.

Seated at an elegant table outside a hidden café tucked between ancient alleys, you sip red wine as the music of a street violinist dances through the air.

Lucifer: “You’re so enchanting, even I get distracted... and you know how rare it is for me to lose control.”

He brushes his lips softly against your neck, sending a shiver down your spine. His hand caresses your waist, just below the table, out of sight from everyone else.

MAMMON

Beach Vacation, 3-Star Hotel, and Chaos

• Pretends to know the place well but gets lost within 5 minutes.

• Buys you cute but useless things like a little seashell necklace because “it made me think of you.”

• Wants to do dangerous activities like jet-skiing, but screams like a kid.

• Gets jealous of the lifeguards. Always.

Mini scene:

MC : (eyeing Mammon in his swimsuit)

Mammon: “Oi! D-don’t look at me like that! I mean, yeah, look—but—AARGH not so directly! Who even looks like that?!”

MC: “You should see your red face.”

Later, under the umbrella, he scoots so close he’s almost in your lap.

Mammon: “Next time… let’s get a room with a balcony. I’ve got… ideas.”

LEVIATHAN

Nerd vacation in Japan

• Plans a whole itinerary around anime, games, maid cafés, etc.

• Gets excited over every piece of merch. His eyes sparkle.

• Falls even harder for you when you show up in surprise cosplay.

• Shy in public, but way less “tsundere” in the hotel.

Mini scene:

MC (wearing a cosplay): “Do you like it? It’s your favorite character, right?”

Levi: “YOU— YOU’RE THE FINAL BOSS OF MY HEART!!”

After a day full of fangirling/fanboying, you're both exhausted in the hotel. He grabs your hand and squeezes it tightly, blushing.

Levi: “I never thought someone would ever share all this with me…”

SATAN

Romantic City Vacation (Paris, Florence, Prague)

• Acts as your cultural guide: he knows everything and shares it with excitement.

• Buys fresh flowers for you every morning.

• Loves ancient bookstores, spends hours in them. You often have to drag him out.

• Gives poetic compliments like, “Your presence outshines any poem I’ve ever read.”

Mini scene:

You were reading together on a bench by the river

Satan: “Did you know that, according to Baudelaire, love is a storm?”

MC: “And are you the storm?”

He looks at you with a slow smile, gently takes your chin between his fingers.

Satan: “No. You are. I’m just the lovesick one caught in it.”

ASMODEUS

Fashion vacay in Milan or Seoul

• Has a full schedule of boutiques, salons, and aesthetic cafés.

• Acts as your personal stylist for every outfit.

• Every day is a photoshoot. Devilgram is on fire.

• Super clingy. Kisses you in public and loves when people stare.

Mini scene:

Asmo was fixing your hair.

Asmo: “Darling, you can’t be this adorable… it’s illegal in at least three realms.”

MC (laughing): “And you? You’re no less dangerous.”

He grabs your wrist dramatically and pulls you in for a kiss.

BEELZEBUB

Culinary tour getaway

• Plans everything around food. Tries everything.

• Loves cooking with you if you're staying in an Airbnb.

• Always carries an extra snack, “so you won’t get hungry.”

• Most tender during the simple moments: a bench, ice cream, silence and soft touches.

Mini scene:

MC: “Beel, do you ever think about anything besides food?”

Beel (watching you bite into a pastry): “Sometimes I think about you. But it’s almost the same thing. You both make me happy.”

He said, gently caressing your face.

BELPHEGOR

Nature escape in the countryside or mountains

• Loves napping under trees, in fields, anywhere.

• Pulls you close during every nap.

• Nights under the stars are his favorite romantic setting.

• Acts nonchalant but watches you sleep like it’s his job.

Mini scene:

Belphie (sleepily smiling as he appears): “Nap with me? The grass here is soft… but you’re softer.”

He lies down and drags you on top of him like a living pillow.

Belphie (eyes closed): “Don’t leave. Ever.”

This is just the first post, hope you'll enjoy my blog more and more as time goes on!

Part two is coming soon, featuring more characters, stay tuned!

Feel free to suggest, ask, or share any ideas you’d like to see in future posts, I'd love to hear from you!