没收我喜欢的衣服 只有她觉得好看的衣服才是好看

我还以为永远喜欢不上市松寿ゞ謡的成长版模型了 新cover怎么能这么美！

I’d like to see Brian Cox too

Guest star for stage/fright -

At first I was like why was I not there when Emilia Fox appeared? I would very much like to see her!

Then it’s Julian Clary, I was like what why was I not there????? ok I’ll buy tickets for his tour or maybe panto later.

Today I learned they also had Stephen Fry!!! I didn’t even realise they know each other (same with the other two but)! Also I had this weird obsession with SF but I don’t think I’ll ever specifically buy tickets to see him so missed opportunity

dehumanization，比如蟑螂。以及我真的很讨厌这些词流传出去影响其他地方的人

港台这几年都出现了抵抗大陆流行语入侵的风气，林夕专栏也谈到过，认为没有必要。我个人觉得要做到语言完全不互相影响难度太高，但有时看到一些流传过去的流行语被滥用，我会惋惜它们作为一种捷径可能替代了原本更多样更真诚更本土的表达，或许不太科学但我确实觉得这是一种语言退化

看到一个歌名《明日再会》。在听《mad》，想起颁奖礼。羡慕徒弟。想看小林给黄填歌词，顺便想起《最高分数》。

您的哀恸如此美丽啊

我看

笑也 as 兄橘姬

Been trying to avoid opening tumblr since Thursday night because I still haven’t watch The Last Weekend, but today I really needed to make a post. So, I couldn’t help but browsed. (Since i feel like if I don’t see them all the first time I open tumblr, there is high possibility that i will miss a lot of posts due to how tumblr displays them.)

I still need to see the episode for myself. But one thing interesting/weird is that when I knew this episode was supposed to be about ‘grief’, I thought maybe it’d be one of the main characters gets cancer since I had just rewatched that episode of Bake Off Reece was on.

Now I’m happy that I decided to rewatch A Light Never Goes Out in the cinema on Thursday. The whole movie is focusing on grief. I cried even during the second watch which was only two days after my first watch. Now I really need some gifs of that little dance and wallpapers too, but I know it’s probably impossible because there is like zero fanbase?

And I lowkey want an in9 london tube episode although I don’t know how it can be a 9. But the number itself doesn’t matter that much.

And I’m tired of 什么意思（主要是儒在）讲要和恐怖游戏里的强奸犯角色搞的笑话了，之前对跟踪狂角色就讲过几次我觉得行吧是在努力搞气氛，但能不能不要总是讲啊，不好笑又无聊又没品

For @island-in-the-shadows because

Gavey Haters in the House- I'm not tagging this because like... If you're into him, cool! Don't wanna yuck your yum, you go and share a crunchie with him, good for you.

I don't like Michael Gavey because I was an awkward, quiet, nerdy kid, and I had a Michael Gavey.

I think a lot of awkward, quiet, nerdy kids do- a friend who isn't really a friend. You're together out of circumstance, because they're a dork too, but you don’t have anything in common other than being on the outside. What makes that friend a Gavey is that this friend isn't interested in having you on an even footing; they want you to be the rung lower on the social ladder. To be their bootlicker.

Gavey is a maths genius. That's his thing. Like Oliver, he probably went to Oxford expecting to find people like him and found himself in another popularity contest... And he's pissed about it.

He's not socially oblivious. One of the first things he points out to Oliver is that everyone around them already has friends, that they're all from the same schools, and Oliver is alone. In fact, he's already bitter about it- "so you're a Norman No-Mates too, Oliver Quick?"

Oliver is oblivious, and he tells Gavey as much. So, what does Michael do?

FUCKING ASK ME A SUM, THEN.

That interaction is grim, because Michael knows what he's doing. He forces Oliver into doing what he wants by embarrassing him, on the first night at uni, in front of their assembled peers. Gavey doesn't give a shit if people think he's weird, because he’s already decided that everyone else there is beneath him and his calculator brain... He just hates that they aren't worshipping him for it.

You also see this in the pub scene. Michael complaining about a girl in his tutorial group.

MATE. SHE GOT IN TO DO MATHS AT OXFORD. SHE CAN DO HER FUCKING TIMES TABLES. He’s just pissed that someone else was getting attention, because MICHAEL GAVEY IS RIGHT THERE. WITH HIS SPECIAL GENIUS BRAIN. It's got to be that it's just because this tutor is distracted by some tits, not that the whole Oxford Maths department isn't there specifically to tell him how special he is.

This need to be superior is why Gavey's so invested in Oliver. Their limited interactions aren't good. There's no banter, no jokes- it's just Gavey being bitter and negging Oliver.

This whole fucking interaction sums it up.

Michael interrupts Oliver.

Michael tells Oliver about a way they've been excluded- one Oliver didn't even know about.

Michael knocks Oliver's attempt at being positive in the dirt.

Michael then rubs Oliver's face in it- giving Oliver a tiny little bit of hope (maybe he did get an invite, he could check?) then crushing it.

Would you do that to someone you considered a friend? Fucking doubt it.

Michael Gavey wants Oliver to be his little subordinate. To feed his ego, nod along when he rants about girls who can't do maths and how much the alpha hotties suck. He's the popularity equivalent of a temporarily embarrassed millionaire- rather than admitting that people don't like him for actual reasons and working on that... Instead he tries to turn Oliver into his little whipping boy yes-man.

He doesn't just call Oliver a bootlicker because he's gone over to the rich kids- he calls Oliver a bootlicker because that's all the value he sees in Oliver, and he's mad Ollie isn’t slobbering on his feet.

MIC DROP LEIF OUT

说真的19年的事我还能理解一些人无法跨越思维局限，如今这事让我意识到其实他们是真又蠢又坏

下雪啦！！！

谢谢你寒流

“People die in wars. Hope people in ****** understand this.”

One thing I found really interesting: I still hold the assumption that North Koreans are probably brainwashed and can be actually good people. But I can’t think the same about people in my country. Maybe it’s because I was bullied by them. My friends were bullied and threatened by them. And the saddest thing is people closest to me could be one of them.