Apollo, You Can Put Down The Dodgeball Now. One Of My (unrelated) Campaigns Has Devolved Into A Galactic

"Yea, I'm still in the closet" (the closet in question)

A closet for all your needs

sneezing so hard your chair rolls backwards like a fucking howitzer recoiling

why are people complaining about the price of eggs? I'm literally right here and you can have me for the low, low price of not treating me like an inconvenience.

I have been hit with the hammer of eldritch knowledge. I'm not frontstuck at all, we're a median system. I didn't even know that was like, a thing 2 days ago. The downside is we have no fucking idea when switches happen or if they do. I'm relatively sure that I'm at least cofronting most times of day, so I'm still kinda stuck here. but that's progress(?)

gotta start putting these around my blog because I'm far too shy to catch them myself

Lesbian catcher~

I wish i could catch les beans~

Out of context quote from a conversation between myself and @kyatmiya

"Stop yearning, I want my fucking nuts back"

I should not be allowed to act this hard to get when I fall hopelessly in love with anyone that listens to my autistic infodumping and is nice to me.

I feel like a poorly written fanfic character with a "dark and mysterious past" but instead of being faux-edgy im just incredibly ashamed of myself and repress vast swathes of my personality and identity into secret "Dbug Lore(tm)". Like, no i dont avoid talking about myself and my feelings to create an air of mystery or coolness, im just nerdy, boring, and deeply traumatized.

i always mean it when i say i love you btw

now what're you implying there

i think the reason forcefem is so popular is because. transition is scary. it's very scary. not just in general, but in the fact you have to be resolved to go through it and grab it with both hands. you can't be passive about it. and wanting things is scary, especially when you've learned to impulsively quash those wants and desires for years.

forcefem isn't just someone holding your hand as you transition. forcefem is someone grabbing onto your hand with an iron grip and forcibly marching you onwards, no matter how scared you are. and the fact that it's not something you chose, but something which is happening to you, makes it somehow less scary. because you don't have to confront any of those scary desires inside you to do it.

which is to say, if you're a "definitely 100% cis boy", and your heart fluttered a bit reading those words and imagining that. good news. I'm grabbing your hand. and I'm not. letting. go.

Not even if you beg~.