YouTube Video I Forgot To Share Back In August:

MCSM Next Gen - Walk 

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Lukas and Petra @ Ian_The_One 

Venus and Ethan @dawn-wasabi 

Map @ aabi_ 

Additional edits and builds @dawn-wasabi 

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Lukas and Petra @ TellTale Games 

Venus and Ethan @dawn-wasabi 

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Minecraft Story Mode @ TellTale Games 

Pixiverse @dawn-wasabi 

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Note: A former friend was the one who originally sent me the new rigs/models, so crediting errors may be possibly, but I believe I have listed the right user. Correct me if I am wrong, it's much appreciated. 

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MCYT - Winter 

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I don't have an answer as to where I gathered my inspiration for this render, nor why I chose these specific characters for the piece. Cheesy to say, I chose the song "Winter" by Tori Amos because of the upcoming holidays and the current season. For my decision in character usage, I guess I wanted to depict the children or youngest of the SMP in reference to a scene from the music video. Though, I admit, I did not conduct any research on the ages or canonical families I have depicted here. All I know is that canonically, Wilbur and Tubbo are children of Ph1LzA, Tommy is Tubbo's best friend, and Fundy is the son of Wilbur. Clearly, the dynamic is pictured incorrectly, but when I thought of using different characters, I was not satisfied. Anyway, I used Phil's character as the main one in this depiction for obvious reasons now that I have explained somewhat. 

The artist wrote this song in dedication to her father. Winter is a metaphor referring to her childhood and she gets nostalgic thinking about her past. For Amos, it was a time where she could trust entirely in her father's strength. She would use her father's strength to give herself confidence, and with that confidence, she runs deeper into the snow. However, another girl bullies her and trips her. It is then that her father tells her to believe in and stand up for herself because he will not always be around to protect her. Her father would explain to her that she would need confidence in herself in order to face the changes that will occur in life. He wishes for his daughter to understand how time flies by and how it is important to believe in yourself and know who you are before it is too late. Vaguely speaking, the "white horses" refer to one's dreams. Amos says she would not need self-confidence because her father gives her confidence, but he responds in saying that things change. He might not always be around depending on the circumstances because life happens. 

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Concert piano rig @ Mike (mine-imator forums; made additional edits) 

Lily of the valley vector - https://minecraft-earth.fandom.com/wiki/Lily_of_the_Valley 

Snowy background - https://www.freepik.com/free-vector/unfocused-winter-landscape-with-snowflakes_6029361.htm 

Ph1LzA @ 29halos 

Arctic Ph1LzA @ User3507716G 

Wilbur Soot @ Trazzie 

TommyInnit @ Cornygenixyt 

Tubbo @ honkkarl 

Fundy @ Gnasez 

*Note that the designers of the skins were found on Planet Minecraft.* 

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Ph1LzA, Wilbur Soot, TommyInnit, Tubbo, and Fundy @ YouTubers 

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Ph1LzA's YT - https://www.youtube.com/c/ph1lza 

Wilbur's YT - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC1n_PfsVqxllCcnMPlxBIjw 

Tommy's YT - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC5p_l5ZeB_wGjO_yDXwiqvw 

Tubbo's  YT - https://www.youtube.com/c/Tubbo 

Fundy's YT - https://www.youtube.com/c/Fundy 

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Winter @toriamos 

Song - https://youtu.be/qw431cX0mgQ 

Lyric meaning - https://genius.com/Tori-amos-winter-lyrics 

Referenced music video - https://youtu.be/_PDlGUdDF8Y 

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DSMP/iDots - F1NN6d (Valentine's Day 2023) 

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Happy Valentine's Day, Pixies! I have no Valentine... tear. No, just kidding, I'm not bothered that I don't have one. 

Anyway, I finished this long before Valentine's Day, so I had something to post. It wasn't intentional for this to be FOR Valentine's Day in particular, but it works. As most of you know, I never typically post on holidays, national or not. 

An underrated ship, I must say, but there's a place for F1NN6d in my Crimson AU. a6d and F1NN5TER are the sweet elderly couple of the alternate timeline, though were never originally together in their heyday. I only have a design for aged a6d right now, so Finn's is sort of basic, unfortunately. Regardless, I think the art came out cute in the end. 

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Disclaimer: I do NOT ship the real-life individuals of these characters! I only pair together the fictional personas! Please respect their relationship (or lack thereof) beyond the screen. This is all for the sake of fanwork, fiction, and fun! 

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Speedpaint - DSMP/iDots [AU] F1NN6d (Speedpaint) | Valentine's Day 2023 Special 

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MCYT @ various content creators.

This next gen/au belongs to me.

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MCSM/MCYT - Chaotic Daughters (NG) 

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Oh my God! It’s Minecraft Story Mode— it’s returned to haunt me! Nah, just kidding. :) 

I just recently watched bits and pieces from the game and the Netflix series, so it sparked my nostalgia. At the moment, I’m still quite hyperfixated on the Dream SMP and the old iDots SMP, but I’ve thought about Story Mode too. So with these two fandoms both in mind, I decided to make a sort of crossover or divided render depicting characters from my next generations of either. As for the particular families I featured, I thought that my characters Zofija and Belladonna were similar to one another in terms of their powers and magical abilities. For those who need a refresher or do not know, Zofija is the daughter of Romeo and Xara (MCSM NG) and Belladonna is a6d’s adopted daughter (DSMP/iDots AU/NG). Zoe, although the child of mortal human parents, is a full-blooded admin. Bella, on the other hand, is a hybrid, consisting of half human, half draconequus. Despite their different species, they nonetheless share similar powers and as youngens have magical surges as they are unable to properly control them. Seen here, the girls both have the ability to fly. Often, preferably, or perhaps not so, Zoe likes to take a solo flight, while Bella enjoys taking others for a flight. 

Just for a clarification for those who have viewed my MCSM next gen artwork from way back when, you will recall that the couple I had was a dynamic between Xara (human) and Romeo (admin). I have not made it official, nor have I thoroughly reworked my next generation and its components, but I think that if I do so, Romeo will no longer have admin powers. However, even with him and Xara both as humans, their family shall still consist of full-blooded admin children because it is the more dominant trait that runs in their genetic heritage. Just a thought, but as I said, this is not official for the MCSM next gen. 

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Romeo @ Ian_The_One (Mineimator forums) Xara @ Ian_The_One (Mineimator forums) Book rig @ XxJRushxX (Mineimator forums) Zofija (Infant Design) @ Pixiemafia137 (N/A) BadBoyHalo @ TheBioticJoker (Planet Minecraft) Skeppy @ Pumpapastej (Planet Minecraft) Skeppy eboy @ P0mp (Planet Minecraft) a6d @ N/A (original uploader deleted or deactivated) (Planet Minecraft) Belladonna (Infant_Outer wear) @ Pixiemafia137 (N/A) The Admins Portrait @ TellTale Games (Minecraft Story Mode Wiki) 

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Bad’s YT - https://www.youtube.com/c/thesaintsofgames 

Skeppy’s YT - https://www.youtube.com/c/Skeppy 

a6d’s YT - https://www.youtube.com/c/a6doff 

Romeo - https://minecraftstorymode.fandom.com/wiki/Romeo 

Xara - https://minecraftstorymode.fandom.com/wiki/Xara 

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Minecraft Story Mode @ TellTale Games Dream SMP and (former) iDots SMP @ YouTubers These next gens/AUs belong to me. 

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I’m remaking the family trees I have. I’ll be doing the Admin family tree first and I’m almost complete. 

Vent- Why am I always the Bad Guy?

Sorry, guys, I know it's random and it seems like I'm just rambling about nonsense but I just really need to get my feelings out right now. Please understand. 

     Why am I always the bad guy? I am always willing to listen to my acquaintances, friends, teachers, and of course, my family. They could be complaining or crying over the most randomness of things, but I still listen to them and keep my comments to myself because I know it would not be kind to say in a time like that. However, the tables turn when it comes my time to ask for support or someone to talk to. Everyone plays the "woe is me" card and wants me to bust out the violin for them. They start to make me feel bad and sure, on the outside it looks as though I'm coping with my issues just fine, but in reality, you all don't know how much your non sympathy truly hurts me. You make me feel as if I am a little kid whose opinion and feelings don't matter. Obviously, you don't seem to understand that I am a person just like all of you and that I will have thoughts and emotions because I am a 16 year old teenager. 

     You may think, "Oh, you're being stupid, just brush it off." Well, it's not easy for me to brush off crap like this especially when you try to guilt-trip me and make me feel horrible like I'm being rude to you when all I'm asking is for some support. That's what your family and friends are here for, they support you, not shove you away like you don't matter! I guess you could also argue "We only want what's best for you though. You should be grateful!" Oh, don't get me wrong, I am grateful for what I have. What more could I even ask for? I have many things that not all kids get to have, a roof over my head, food to put in my gullet, a school willing to give me education, a nice car, and even the opportunity to go to trading school. Heck, colleges from all over the country are requesting me to be one of their future students. I am extremely grateful for all this, I tell you that. However, let me address one of these things as an example of what I'm trying to say. 

     You can argue with me "I only want what's best for you." Yes, I understand you want what's best for me, but also take into consideration at least a little, is that really what I want though? Recently, I was accepted into trading school for a biomedical program, which for many high school students, can be the opportunity of a lifetime. I am still planning to attend that school, but the main reason I applied for a program like that is because I felt I would be unaccepted if I didn’t. It was not necessarily something I wanted to originally do, I only did to impress my family and also gave up on the idea that my friends would be happy for me. I previously had some of them complaining to me to stop bragging, when all I was doing was discussing plans that were stressing me out on the inside. I was not trying to be a show off, I just really needed to get that angst off my chest, but apparently that’s not okay if I do that. It’s only a luxury that everyone else gets because they have so-called “depression” and “disabilities.” 

     Now, before you start getting angry at me, I am fully aware that depression and disabilities are a real thing. Trust me, enough family members and friends I know suffer from at least one of these things. That’s fine, I understand you have a condition and I’m not blaming you for something you received that was completely out of your control, but please don’t use it for your every advantage to earn attention and guilt-trip people. Also, I personally view the idea of self diagnosing yourself as complete bullshit (sorry for swearing). You never know, you think you could have depression, but in reality, you are just unhappy at that moment. That’s all I’m trying to say. I also disapprove of the fact how people tell me this constantly too when I am unable to sit and do their bidding. “I’m gonna go kill myself!” Look, suicide is no joke and people who actually say that seem only to do it to earn attention, because if you were really serious about it, you would not be saying it and you would have already done it before anybody even realized that you were suicidal. Let’s face it though, a majority of people who say “I have depression” and “I’m gonna kill myself” is commonly teens and young adults. Why? It’s simple, because they have nothing better to do than sit on their asses, on their electronics, and complain to start drama and earn attention from others when really they were the ones to start up all the crap. 

     I know, I know, truth hurts, and I’m such a horrible person for telling you like it is, but you will either understand that I have a point or you will just leave because you can’t handle the real and ugly truth. You obviously have been cooped up living in a digital bubble for so long that you can’t even accept the truth about reality and the world you live in. I am a person who can’t be stuck in front of a screen all day because I actually have responsibilities in real life that I need to do, not just sit and play video games and text people for 16 hours a day. It’s ridiculous how many people can’t understand that. Especially when it’s those closest to me who can’t seem to get the message. Why should I keep wasting my breath with people like that if all they’re going to do is guilt-trip me for attention and judge every move I make to be a well adjusted adult? I don’t judge you and I don’t try and guilt-trip you for attention even when I need it. I never talk to you about my problems because you don’t give me that same luxury I give to you. That just shows how much you care about yourself and not your peers. You don’t know how much I care about each and every one of my friends and family, whether it be knowing you in the real world or knowing you online, and it hurts to know that I would put my life first before you, but you would never do such a thing like that for me because you care more about your well-being than mine. If you cared in the same manner as me, we would both be on the same page, not in separate books. 

     Alright, I think that’s all I have to say. If you’re lucky enough to be reading this part, that really means the world to me. That shows some of you proved me wrong and that some of you actually care. For that, thank you from the bottom of my heart. It makes me feel so much happier. :) It gives me another reason to smile again. :D Again, thank you and sorry for the rambling, but I just really needed to get this off my chest. It’s been bothering me for the last few weeks and I feel that writing this vent out was actually very good therapy for me. So, I much appreciated you listening, and I will be sure to post again very soon. Thank you and have a jolly good day. :) :D :) :D 

Not being the baby of the house anymore is a pretty big adjustment... especially for little Zofija. X3 

Link to photo: https://www.deviantart.com/pixiemafia137/art/Project-Season-3-Side-Photo-1-808031241 

DSMP/iDots - Aged a6d Sketch (Crimson AU) 

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Here's another Crimson AU headshot fanart/doodle for y'all. Like the previous post I uploaded of an aged and sorcerer Skeppy, I took one of my old sketches, rebased and slightly detailed it, and recolored it. Because I have done these artworks on my iPad lately, they may look a little messier than those I have drawn on my computer. 

As written in the titles for my Crimson alternate storyline, the universe is a crossover of the Dream SMP and the former iDots SMP, and may include other empires (I have yet to decide). Similarly like the sketch of Skeppy, a6d is also aged in this piece. I'll say he may be in his early 50's, late 40's at the youngest. He has scars from previous battles in his lifetime, the obvious injury to his left eye also being a result of these past events. Like the scar tissue on his face, he has some alike on the palms of his hands and the underside of his fingers. Mentioned in Marlboro's biography (wip), a6d is a humanoid, perhaps a human-humanoid hybrid of some sort-- it's unclear. His only seen eye is shadowed darkly to indicate major fatigue as he exhumed himself deeply into his studies, as well as raising a hyperactive draconequus daughter. His clothing appearance is an inspired look of both Twilight Sparkle and Angerjack from Scribbler Productions's, "Friendship is Tragic," as he wears an eyepatch and has scars all across his entirety like Applejack, and his cloak is very close in appearance to the one Twilight wears when she travels to reconcile with her friends. The cloak he wears is a dark blue violet in color. Underneath this, and from a full body perspective, he would simply wear his usual iconic outfit (check his Minecraft skin or previous fanarts I have done). At this point in his life, it is rare that he wears the bandana he once did considering he has a white cotton eyepatch in its place. If he does put it on, it's usually a more appropriate output for his family like his (adoptive) grandkids. He does not wear any additional accessories other than on occasion he is seen with a staff strapped to his back. 

A few years into the initial start of the Crimson AU, a6d finds his adoptive daughter, Belladonna, out in the middle of nowhere in the forest outskirts of the dormant iDots SMP. Nicknaming her "Bella" for short, he questions her full name, having never heard anyone with it before. His reconnected friends scour their books for information, and discover that the draconequus was most probably named after the belladonna flowers that can be used for documentation books, poppets, and kettle recipes in witchery (reference to the witchery mod). It peaks a6d's curiosity and few years following adopting his daughter, he begins his studies in witchery and sorcery. Unlike most lore and other forms of fiction, warlocks are depicted as always being evil and using black/dark magic, but a6d becomes that of a neutral warlock, using both types of magic (for the record, dark and light magic are the same, but the intentions behind the one using them is what makes them opposites). Belladonna, being born with chaotic powers herself, is taught on how to control and properly use them by her father, and even learns spells that he has studied and conducted, leading her down the path of being a neutral witch. a6d reaches the highest status of being a warlock and eventually reaches the tier of casting necromancy spells. However, he chooses not to use this power and branches to explore something else completely, this being exploring that of his species and his origins shortly before his unfortunate and tragic fate. 

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a6d’s YT - https://www.youtube.com/c/a6doff 

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MCYT - The Return of Crimson Corruption 

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Geez, how long has it been? Long enough, huh?

I apologize for the lack of uploads, but school has been screwing me up the butt lately. However, during the weekends, I tend to take time for myself. Anyways, let me explain my latest work.

I have been into the Dream SMP and the Minecraft YouTubers fandom lately. No, I have not left behind the Minecraft Story Mode fandom-- it remains in the back of my mind, and its nice to be apart of another fandom. Specifically, I am into the events of the rise of the Eggpire. I have not actually watched much Dream SMP lore, but I am still choosing to write a story and compose speedpaints. It is also in celebration of 300+ subscribers on YouTube if you guys were not aware.

Pixies, I am proud to bring you the beginning of the Return of Crimson Corruption-- an alternate universe to the events of the Dream SMP. Specifically, it is a continuation of the rise of the Eggpire, but the heart of the story starts years later and the events leading up to the spread of the blood vines are ultimately avoided. The Return of Crimson Corruption shall be a series of speedpaints and writing that will be provided in the descriptions of each picture. I may upload the story to Wattpad and may even consider a narration, but I am still developing a storyline. I apologize if some events and facts are wrong, but I have not watched the entire lore of the Dream SMP.

I am putting a lot into this project if I can. I even bought Paint Tool SAI just for shading and backgrounds, and I am aware my work may need improvement. I draw with a mouse as well, so it's more complicated for me than using a stylist. 

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Speedpaint - https://youtu.be/XNSoonLZ26c 

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Characters @ dawn-wasabi 

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One more sketch for the folks at home: Minecraft YouTuber, BadBoyHalo. Same idea applies as the previous sketch. I did not shade this sketch as it already to me an hour plus to draw.