“just Be Normal” I Think Your Normal Is Very Different From My Normal !

this is why i love fanfic

just finished reading radio silence by the monarch/queen themselves alice oseman

i feel both empty and full /pos

like dawg i thought this was gonna be a silly book abt two burnt out gifted kid besties doing a silly little podcast but no i got hit with the sad instead

I WAS NOT MENTALLY PREPAREDOKAY

i saw a handful of people talk about how bad aled’s mom was and stuff while reading but i didn’t fully register it in my head?? LIKE HELLO, THE DOG?? I DID THIS TO MYSELF DIDNT I?😭

anyways, it was really good😊

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Since October 7th we have lost our dreams

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Since October 7, we have been suffering from hunger, to the point that we have to eat animal feed.

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This is a small part of what we have lived and what we live every day

Save us from this brutal and barbaric war.🙏❤️‍🩹

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bro who tf gets a vending machine and puts a TIMER ON IT

me starting out guitar a few months ago:

omg bm is so hard

literally ANY BAR CHORDS

whoever said burts bees lip glosses taste good is a filthy LIAR

got so embarrassed walking into a vs i accidentally outed(???) myself

dawg why does the introduction have an introduction

attempting to read The Scarlet Letter, why is the introduction/foreword/WHATEVER 30 something pages

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i’m only on chapter 17 but i love this book sm.

spoilers under the cut

i love the way Lancali uses personification throughout the book. Not only does it add some awesome imagery, but also because it TIES SO WELL WHEN YOU REALIZE WHO SAM IS AS A CHARACTER!

Sam, who holds no gender or name, comes to people in the form others need them to be. watching in the background as people suffered, people being hit with that feeling that they met before. Sam is a personification of hope.

time, death, and disease are things intangible, but are personified by the characters who defy these notions, taking back a life that was stolen from them.

and i absolutely love how the original Sam, boy Sam, also played around with this personification. in one of the chapters, we see him greeting every inanimate object as if it was alive, greeting the wall, greeting a door, playing pretend. it’s only when he gives narrator Sam a name that brings them to life

so far, this book has been really cool! i love the character interactions, the author’s writing is absolutely beautiful, you can tell there is genuine emotion behind every page and that just makes me more sad

every time i end a chapter my mind is like “oh yeah, that’s a good place to end off.” only to remember THERES STILL MORE😭

this book has me in a chokehold to the point i’m scared to see how it goes, because apparently the characters DIE? (is this what i get for spoiling myself by watching the author’s tiktok’s?)

anyways, thank you for coming to my messy book rant