I Love U If Ur Disability/mental Illness/etc Makes You Do Things That Are "gross" To Others.

Sorry I've be busy with work and personal issues.

I also had chicken noodle soup but I forgot to photograph it.

Broccoli salad for lunch and fired egg, ham and blueberry pancakes.

TW.

I had a cosmic brownie, a strawberry shortcake and barbecue onion rings. I got back from the store and I survived my mother. I'm fully aware that I'm not eating healthy and I'm trying to get back on track. I have plans for more healthy meals tomorrow.

It was a long day of her acting like it was her first day of modern society and kept saying embarrassing and out of pocket things. Plus she kept nearly running in to me and shoulder checking me all because she was mad at my father. I'm preparing to move out but for now I'm still here mostly out of obligation to my siblings.

Plus she called me fat and hinted at me eating too much and that's why this tiny bag of cereal wasn't going as far. I personally will not be touching it after that.

The urge to binge those delicious chicken tenders hit me like a train but I know I'll regret it and the. want to purge. I'm just going to lay down and hopefully fall asleep.

I just want to thank everyone who interacts with my posts. I truly do appreciate everyone.

I had honeyed bread and two wild berry poptarts for breakfast.

Walked a mile to and from to my local store and bought a smoothie, energy and a bag of licorice.

I don't recommend the licorice I only eat a few. The energy drink was delicious. The smoothie was okay.

I made me and a friend dinner. Steamed egg with spinach and carrots on the side. Plus one piece of ham.

I finished the day with a bowl of cereal and yogurt.

I got a new ring about a month back or so and I wanted to know what everyone thought. It's the one on my index finger.

Ignore the nail polish, my girl friend wanted to match and her man didn't want to. I don't think he likes me very much but the feeling is mutual.

February 18th.

I had cereal. Half a hot pocket and spinach salad. Some soup I made and peaches for dessert. Then for snack. I had a grain bar and raspberry lemonade.

I feel like this flower deserves its own post. I've never seen a flower look so cartoonish before.

I would like to apologize for my long absence. It wasn't my intention to be away for such a time. April 12th.

I had some decaffeinated tea on the right and some homemade chia seeds pudding with half a banana.

Not the ideal meal but I was incredibly busy.

By the way if you enjoy drinking tea especially loose leaf tea I highly recommend you try this brand. It's my new personal favorite.

I bake like a potato in the sun but I made it back in one piece. It was a good walk.

I apologize for the late post but this is what I've eaten over the week.

A small bowl of noodles with some spaghetti sauce, I made some homemade chicken noodle soup with egg noodle and leftover ramen, A bowl of oatmeal seasoned with allspice and cloves, Egg noodle with meatballs and spaghetti sauce, Some candy I bought from the local store, broccoli, carrots and steamed egg with parsley and lemon water. And lastly homemade beef soup with egg noodles and potatoes.

If you want to know how to make anything you see just left me know. I will gladly share any recipes you want.

This is kinda a ramble post but I need answers.

Okay maybe it's because I'm a guy and unsure on how to tell if a girl likes me or is just being nice. And I don't want to do or say anything that might make them uncomfortable. I'm coming to the lovely people on Tumblr for help.

So a female friend and me were sitting together at the park listening to Chase Atlantic just enjoying the sunshine and eating sour candy I bought for us. And I guess some of the sugar got under my thumb ring so I took it off to clean it. Without skipping a beat she looked at me with the biggest smile and said 'I hope someday I'll find some to love me the way you love your ring' I was confused at first until she took my hand and held it up to me. She somehow notice the dented in my finger where my ring sits all the time. Then she stared into my eyes for a solid thirty seconds before continuing on her candy.

What do I do? Was that causal and I'm just making things weird or did I mess something up?

two truths:

healing is hard

healing is worth it