February, 18th. I Didn't Do Much Today.

February 18th.

I had cereal. Half a hot pocket and spinach salad. Some soup I made and peaches for dessert. Then for snack. I had a grain bar and raspberry lemonade.

I photographed this a couple of days ago while I was walking.

This happened awhile ago but I'm bored so I'll share it with you all.

Some months back while I was walking down the highway in the pouring rain just for something to do.

And an ambulance drove past me which isn't a strange occurrence because of the state I live in. There's a lot of violence and drugs use here.

And I stopped on the shoulder to let the ambulance pass without worrying about me jumping in front of it because that has actually happened. And I don't know what possessed me to do this but I waved at them. And I watched in horror as the driver's face went pale and his face just dropped while he was looking at me.

About twenty or thirty feet down the road towards the hospital they slowed down and turned off the emergency lights.

For those who don't know that means the patient has passed in the ambulance and they're too far from the hospital to continuing resuscitating you. It happens the most with D. N. R patients.

And this paramedic has had some kind of grudge against me since then because everything he passes me. I get the rudest looks for him.

Pardon the back ground. I had already walked a couple miles and I was passing through a trailer park.

Not the best outfit and I lost my belt at the time.

March 5th.

I have leftover pot roast. some cheerio cereal, more rose tea and some fruit.

It's okay to eat 'more than you need.' Maybe you are extra hungry! Maybe there is a fun event and you are sharing in social joy! Maybe you just wanted something because it made your day better. You are allowed to enjoy food and not think of it in terms of numbers.

Hello everyone. I wanted to show you what I've been eating for the past week or so.

Some toast I didn't finish, hibiscus tea, some pasta with tomato sauce with extra onion and garlic, stale bread but it still tastes fine, steamed eggs with spinach, and cherry blossoms tea.

I hope everyone is doing well. I just wanted to say I appreciate everyone who likes or interacts with my posts. It means a lot.

Small rant!!

If someone SH's for attention it doesn't mean you can start just...IGNORING THAT PERSON'S ISSUES?!?!?! IF SOMEONE SH'S FOR ATTENTION IT'S STILL SH AND JUST AS BAD AS SOMEONE SH'ING BECAUSE THEY FEEL DEPRESSED. WHY ARE YOU PUTTING A METER ON HOW BAD SH IS BASED ON THE REASON. IF SOMEONE DOES IT FOR ATTENTION, THE ROOT CAUSE IS STILL A MENTAL ILLNESS/SOMETHING IS DEF STILL WRONG AND THEY DESERVE THE SAME AMOUNT OF CARE AND LOVE AS PEOPLE WHO SH FOR OTHER REASONS.

SH IS SH. NO MATTER THE REASON OF DOING IT. AND EVERYONE WHO DOES IT DESERVES TO BE SEEN AND DESERVES HELP AND LOVE AND CARE.

This adorable little tree snake and paw print I saw.

The duality of bread. I cooked them at the same time but one didn't rise.

March 2th.

I was on the move the whole day and didn't have time. I had three gummies worms, a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. And Gatorade from a quick trip and peach water.