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I have no words for this, this is just, aaaaaah-

I'll just like--

No u

Yeah-

Thank you so much for this, fam

Y’know that feeling when you wanna cry, but can’t? All that comes out is a little bit, but not enough? That’s how I feel when I want to help, but can’t physically. That’s how I feel when I realize how lucky I am to be here and living. To have as many friends and all here in life. I thank so many people who had entered and left my life, mainly the one who stuck around. I feel so powerless and futile when I can’t even look or meet you, so I help and try to be there through messages. I try so hard it sometimes hurts myself, but it’s worth it. I love my life, even though it has its ups and downs. I love all my friends more than anything in this cruel universe. You don’t even know how serious I am about this. It’s beyond measures. I feel strapped to a table that cannot be broken or escaped, yet I strive somehow. I love this life and I shall live it to the fullest. Screw the rules of normality. I want to be free and special. I want to love every single person who has changed me, good or bad.

All I can say is, thank you.

Thank you so much.

Mainly you guys, you know who you are.

@underart21 @scp-maniac @keiimyeh @cyclicdaydreams @echo-the-echoflower (and oh so many more.)