BPD Culture Is "I'm Not Jealous But What Do You Mean You Have Other Friends??? You're My Only Friend,

post-post clarity when you're looking at your post on the dash like who gives a fuck. delete

"SURVIVING"

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man can't even mention i'm suicidal without feeling like i'm begging for pity from a world that never wanted me to begin with

ayoooo who wants our souls to be so intertwined that i cant do simple tasks without being reminded of you and you can’t see anything without thinking of me lmaoooo 🤣🤣🤣😂😂😂😂

“Perhaps the most painful truth is that you can’t love someone into loving you.”

I hate it when people ask me if I'm feeling something. Are you excited? Nervous? What do you want to watch? Do you wanna do something? Are you relieved now that it's over? Happy that you graduated? Proud to have achieved so much?

The answer is literally no. I have dysthymia, I do not care about anything nor have I for a long time. There is no point to anything so why would I have feelings related to something being important?

Thanks for reminding me that I'm empty inside though. Now I feel depressed about that so I guess I do have feelings after all. It's sure nice to graduated BSc and feel only sadness because you're not feeling happy about it.

"yeah man just doing a little bit of writing in my 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 journal haha"

(you look inside and it's just the words "I NEED TO BE HELD" over and over frantically scribbled all over the page)