Splitting Is Just

All my life, I have been living for other people. Most of the decisions I have made were because someone else wanted me to make them. It's time to start living for myself, but I have no interest in life at all. Killing myself will be the most selfish thing that I will ever do, but at least it will be my own decision.

Me trying to explain to my friend why I felt fine an hour earlier and why I feel bad now (I have BPD):

a boyfriend is just a guy you can sink your teeth into for recreational purposes

"it gets better" - but i've been this way since i was a child.

fear of rejection be making me act CRAAAAZYY

i am going feral (i wanna be cuddled and listen to music together)

trying not to get attached

I’m so fucking horny right now, god please I need hot and weird transgender sex rn or I might actually die

a Trans Akechi comic focusing on gender dysphoria

I don't want to wake up tomorrow morning