You are a fever I am learning to live with,
Richard Siken, Crush; from ‘Straw House, Straw Dog’
post-post clarity when you're looking at your post on the dash like who gives a fuck. delete
I envy selfish people. Do you know how exhausting it is to always worry about other people and their feelings even if it’s at your own expense?
I think I want love more than prestigious education and money. That's what childhood emotional neglect gave me.
i am excessive when i love someone and i am cruel when i hate someone. i want to be gentle. i don't want to be this way.
pay attention to me pay attention to me pay attemtion to me ooooo you wanna interact with me so bad please pay attention to me i need a hug and attention i love attention please im begging i hate being alone now please pay attention to me pay attention to me i need a hug so badly pay attention i me i crave irl attention and affection and online validation and attemtion i love attention
digital painting I did of my boyfriend and I a while back. he is my world
All I’ve wanted from a young age was to be necessary.
When boys get tired and they're all sleepy and sweet and it's so cute holy shit