Crazzyyyramblings - Crazy

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omg maybe life is worth living [i had a decent day] —> i cannot be saved [the slightest inconvenience occurs] —> i am a fucking god and everyone loves me [someone laughed at my joke] —> i am going to kill myself [i feel a little bit unwanted because of someone’s reaction]

and this shit just goes on and on and NEVER stops

Why am I always going out of my way to be loved? Can’t I just be loved as is?

sometimes life feels just terrible and that's how I am tried to get over it today

no matter how much my life is improving, i still feel empty and alone

and then youre gonna run to her and forget i exist

I think it’s really unfair that I (a person who needs to feel loved all the time) am so incredibly hard to love.

what the fuck did i do SO wrong that i have to feel like this for the rest of my life

I envy selfish people. Do you know how exhausting it is to always worry about other people and their feelings even if it’s at your own expense?

tryna >:3 my way into getting other trans dudes to dominate me