I Should Not Be Left Unsupervised With My Thoughts. Or Music. Or Alone At All Just Listening To The Silence.

I should not be left unsupervised with my thoughts. or music. or alone at all just listening to the silence. I need to be talked to and talk in turn 'else I make up too much silly scenarios in my head and they will turn slowly into fictional character's psychological torture for entertainment

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1 year ago

ALR ALR CHILL

so like, this would be a steampunk vs magic kinda au. We have the "surface" and the "underground", but they are really just surnames, they are not under-over each other (is that grammatically correct? Anyways) and our Dreamy boiii, who is the leader of the Surface, goes undercover to the Underground to search for his long lost brother to bring him back. What he doesn't know is that Nm is literally leading the other side.

In the Underground, it is the more person friendly place, but everybody has to give up something to prove themselves. Killer sold his soul to Nightmare, Dust killed his brother, Horror gave up his life (quite literally, then he was revived), Error gave up his sanity, Cross gave up his sight (he's like, all blind to his white eye, more than half blind to his red one), Epic, who joined because of Cross, gave up his magic, by executing his left eye. Nightmare himself gave up his morality, but despite that, he is still a good leader.

When Dream goes through, he first meets Dust, who shows him around, and asks for him to give up something. Dream, not expecting that, has nothing really that he wants to give up, so he runs away and hides instead, still searching for his brother.

The Surface is controlled by the government, and those who aren't part of it live in literal hell. They want to destroy the Underground, leaded by Ink, who knows whats happening out there, but doesn't care anyway, and Dream, who has no idea his people are dying, and believes the other side tortures his own people. Blue is Dream's bodyguard, who, despite being from out there, cannot tell him what is happening, because Ink threatened him. XGaster is helping Ink in his researches, as his son with the most potential fleed from him while killing his brothers, and now wants revenge.

Sci could be the head of making the governments robotics, and with that being the general of their army as he is the one who knows best how to control the robots.

Dream would eventually find Nightmare, argue with him about their people, Dream would finally open his eyes, and while that, the Underground would be attacked by the Surface. Nightmare would lose his corruption thanks to a magic sucking bullet that hits his right eye, and the Underground, without a leader, would be bound to falling down. That would be when Dream decides he finishes what his brother started, and gives up his soul by becoming the corruption itself, Shattered. They would win the war, the government would be destroyed, and Nightmare would wake up from his coma after everything.

*Expodes and faints*

We need more Sci appreciation

Specifically of the scifi genre

Clean surfaces and AI (the cool kind like R2D2 and Connor from Detroit Become Human) and superstructures

I wanna see Sci working with interfaces and joining couplings and sautering panels in the walls

I want to see him program and tinker with sleek robotic beings and get augments

I want to see his arm replaced with a futuristic prosthetic and his eyes replaced with synthetic ones

And i want to see him go to a dark seedy underbelly to buy parts that have stopped being produced

And BUILD his own brother

3 months ago
Reblog The Money Pigeon For A Financially Stable Future

reblog the money pigeon for a financially stable future

1 month ago

Help an audhd + disabled trans dude move out and get away from his violent unstable mother (please)

pre-tldr: i need help with funds for moving into a new place, my mom is very irresponsible, violent and irrational, constantly yelling/stomping, i feel very unsafe and uncomfortable, we have over 15 cats she refuses to get rid of and its a huge drain on my mental health. its filthy here and i NEED to get out. ok full post now

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Hi đź‘‹ my name is Milo. I'm 19, american, transmasc, audhd, got severe chronic pain and no medication for any of it.

I currently live in an RV with my mom and have for around a year and a half after being homeless for about a year before that. We have a genuinely ABSURD number of cats (over 15 couped up in this tiny space), which is not only terrible for the cats, its terrible for my mental health, my moms, and is a huge drain on our funds. We can barely afford to take care of them and no matter how much I plead with her to take some of them to a shelter or do SOMETHING she refuses to, so that should start painting a picture of the type of person I'm dealing with here.

Her temper is incredibly, INCREDIBLY short. She's impossible to be around, refuses to improve, is physically violent to our general surroundings / herself / occasionally the cats. She has thrown things at me before. I generally dont feel safe or comfortable, and any time I try to broach the topic of moving out or getting her to stop any of the aforementioned behavior, she guilt trips me. Literally as I'm typing this she's been caterwauling, stomping and throwing things. What prompted this? No idea! This happens genuinely every single day. This is not an exaggeration. It's destroying my brain and I can't handle it anymore. This is going to sound particularly pitiful but I do have capital T Trauma related to someone breaking into our house when I was home and loud noises / stomping / yelling does make me INCREDIBLY anxious, and no matter how many times I tell her this she doesn't give a shit.

She does not want me leaving, won't let me learn how to drive and (whether intentionally or not) obstructs any attempts I make to function as an adult. I'm currently self-employed on commissions, but it's not a living wage or something I could make into one (and remain sane. or keep up with). I'm actively searching for a job and have applied to several (fingers crossed) (will update this post when I get one) and, ideally, will be moving in with a friend of mine sometime in the late summer, but I need help with funds for moving in/covering rent for a bit/etc.

Since I do take commissions, if you want one of those and want to help with funds that way, that'll be an avenue for giving me money. I won't have them open 24/7 just to make things more manageable, but that'll be an option some of the time at least. Ill add a link to an info post on that in this post when I do re-open them.

Otherwise, if you just wanna chip in (it would be VERY. VERY VERY VERY APPRECIATED):

Payp4l: millowo <- preferred

Venm0: miiilowo

GOAL: 0/4K

Help An Audhd + Disabled Trans Dude Move Out And Get Away From His Violent Unstable Mother (please)
Help An Audhd + Disabled Trans Dude Move Out And Get Away From His Violent Unstable Mother (please)

see this ^^^ ? thats my art im gonna have comms open soon ooh ahh HERES A BUNCH MORE TO LOOK AT IF YOURE INTERESTED BELOW THE CUT

Help An Audhd + Disabled Trans Dude Move Out And Get Away From His Violent Unstable Mother (please)
Help An Audhd + Disabled Trans Dude Move Out And Get Away From His Violent Unstable Mother (please)
Help An Audhd + Disabled Trans Dude Move Out And Get Away From His Violent Unstable Mother (please)
Help An Audhd + Disabled Trans Dude Move Out And Get Away From His Violent Unstable Mother (please)
Help An Audhd + Disabled Trans Dude Move Out And Get Away From His Violent Unstable Mother (please)
Help An Audhd + Disabled Trans Dude Move Out And Get Away From His Violent Unstable Mother (please)
Help An Audhd + Disabled Trans Dude Move Out And Get Away From His Violent Unstable Mother (please)
Help An Audhd + Disabled Trans Dude Move Out And Get Away From His Violent Unstable Mother (please)
Help An Audhd + Disabled Trans Dude Move Out And Get Away From His Violent Unstable Mother (please)
Help An Audhd + Disabled Trans Dude Move Out And Get Away From His Violent Unstable Mother (please)
Help An Audhd + Disabled Trans Dude Move Out And Get Away From His Violent Unstable Mother (please)
Help An Audhd + Disabled Trans Dude Move Out And Get Away From His Violent Unstable Mother (please)
Help An Audhd + Disabled Trans Dude Move Out And Get Away From His Violent Unstable Mother (please)
Help An Audhd + Disabled Trans Dude Move Out And Get Away From His Violent Unstable Mother (please)
Help An Audhd + Disabled Trans Dude Move Out And Get Away From His Violent Unstable Mother (please)
Help An Audhd + Disabled Trans Dude Move Out And Get Away From His Violent Unstable Mother (please)
Help An Audhd + Disabled Trans Dude Move Out And Get Away From His Violent Unstable Mother (please)
Help An Audhd + Disabled Trans Dude Move Out And Get Away From His Violent Unstable Mother (please)
Help An Audhd + Disabled Trans Dude Move Out And Get Away From His Violent Unstable Mother (please)
Help An Audhd + Disabled Trans Dude Move Out And Get Away From His Violent Unstable Mother (please)
Help An Audhd + Disabled Trans Dude Move Out And Get Away From His Violent Unstable Mother (please)
4 months ago

this post came uo to me on my fyp again is this a sign

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2 months ago

Dark cream week day 1: See

Dark Cream Week Day 1: See

(I had no idea what to do for background)

(Also Cross' eye is reflecting back in Shattered's bad one, I feel like that isn't entirely clear)


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4 weeks ago

Springtrap Vs. Moon

Springtrap Vs. Moon
Springtrap Vs. Moon
8 months ago

some people think writers are so eloquent and good with words, but the reality is that we can sit there with our fingers on the keyboard going, “what’s the word for non-sunlight lighting? Like, fake lighting?” and for ten minutes, all our brain will supply is “unofficial”, and we know that’s not the right word, but it’s the only word we can come up with…until finally it’s like our face got smashed into a brick wall and we remember the word we want is “artificial”.

4 weeks ago

i had a dream i worked in an underwater restaurant and people kept ordering ice in their drinks and then getting mad at me when it would float away. and i’d tell them beforehand that the ice would float away & they’d be like lol no that’s not how it works just give me the ice. I’m fighting customer service battles never seen before

4 months ago

Hello!! :D

And welcome! Sit down, sit down!! Here, by the fire... Stay as long as you like!! We have,um... Pizza, or, uh, marshmallows, if that's more your thing...

Here you'll find stop motion with fuzzy little characters, and drawings/sketches, animations and art.... of the same characters, hehe

Mostly Undertale/Deltarune, and some Aus based on them!! All (or some) in 3D felt form!!!

I'm planning to make something for Undertale's 10th anniversary, so if you want to stick around and see some of the process, feel free!

Hopefully you enjoy your stay, and if you're just passing through then happy travels!

Have a good one!!

...

(Your marshmallow fell into the fire...)


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