there is such an inherent rage in being queer. not by choice but because other people’s rage is inflicted upon you. and it’s so hard. and i’m so tired. i work twice as hard to achieve half as much decency, which should not be something i can achieve it should be given freely, and no stupid sticker will ever truly encapsulate the immense rage in me, the anger. if i play by the rules and lay down and take it, i betray myself and my community. if i stand against it, i am demonized and harassed and painted as though that is the natural state of a queer person, instead of the truth: i am a response. i am a response to every injustice that has ever been delivered to me. the whole thing is going to make me scream.
cannot fucking believe i finally uploaded the end of OP&J and it killed ao3. my power was simply too much.
genuinely i need to be either more or less autistic about the fated. wdym nobody else has any fics for them. wdym i think of them every time i see any tiktok ever. im gonna start reading les miserable fanfic i swear to christ
the angst is here homos. go get y’all’s juice
first one to guess what i’m about to write gets five american dollars
@definetelynotdepressed wanted this
i kinda like it so im posting it here too oUGH first time drawing Ob in a long fuckin whileeee
alright my fellow crazy person @parallasso liked the post i gotta do it now he’ll theory workshop with me
been on a rlly horrible country music kick and i’ve gotta say that the temptation to revive the old-school country fated au has got me in a stranglehold. a kranglehold if you’re crass. the bayou vibes. motherfuck.
also song of solomon 6:3 (the neon orange line) is “i am my beloved’s and my beloved is mine.” and it was the very first connection i drew. it doesn’t get the smeary-edged overlap every other overlapped line does. i just wanted to say that. because it makes me insane.
(fated relationship chart)
HEY HI GOOD MORNING WHAT THE FUCK? HELLO??????? THIS IS SO???? IM SCREAMIND??????
irish goodbyes by @jamieycomplainey (miriam design by @violaextract )
the flowers i used are balloon flowers (purple, meaning everlasting love) summer blue (the Blue ones, common in wedding bouquets) baby breaths (white, also everlasting love) and i also used ferns for the green which mean magic, fascination, and secret bonds of love. i put wings on the sword because the dnd paladin logo has wings on the helmet :-)
so true fr
happy first of june everyone :-)