see the THING IS I don't feel like I ever worked hard enough to have "earned" the burnout, which is. probably how we got here.
im srry but transmalehood actually does not come with Gender Baggage. theres no unique responsibility placed on me to Be the Right Type of man any more than just…anyone on planet earth has the responsibility to be a decent person? I don’t need your permission to be a man or your concession that its ok for me to be one as long as I’m “careful” about it. It’s dehumanizing and transphobic and your baggage with malehood is not my problem.
I love personalization. I love stickers on water bottles and on laptops. I love shitty marker drawing on the toes of converse. I love hand embroidered doodles on jeans. I love posters on walls. I love knick knacks on shelves. I love jewelry with goofy charms. I love when people take things and make them theirs.
I find it curious, as an ace person that there is a joke related to cakes because my hobby is baking and pastries.
I should have taken it as some sign about me long time ago 😅
(gets 0 notes on a post i made five seconds ago) sigh.... i see how it's.... (walks into the dark scary forest)
yoou guys wont be laughing when i suddenly collapse unconscious and have to be taken to the hospital. then youll all see <- normal thought process to have while doing anything i dont want to