i dont blame u if u want to bury me in ur memories im not the girl i ought to be and maybe when u tell ur friends u can tell them what you saw in me and not how i turned out to be...
How do u feel abt tgirl gumi? :3
YESYESYESYEYAYEYAYES EYESYEYSYESYEYSYESYEYSYEYSYSYESSSSSSSSSSS
Everyone averted their gaze. Only Chuuya [...] focused on the photo in his hand as if all the answers were right there. As if the existence of the photo itself was the answer.
And I am disheartened; my past’s confused piled-up memories, no way to disentangle them, irritated; some day, to the tangibility of my head’s burdens I will entrust my body, I will entrust my heart.
Not saying anything this evening, nape bared to the wind, looking up at the waving, thick, dark fig tree’s crown. I try as hard as I can to love something I don’t know.
- Nakahara Chūya, “Fig Leaves” from The Poems of Nakahara Chūya
(also drawn human heart but its not that good)
beast dazai
dangerously yours mentioned🥀 (rudolph rlly reminds me of beastdazai..)
put myself through agonizing pain (not rlly) just to make this drawing ppl better like it
does anybody else like...pay rlly close attention to how ppl type? i'll notice the way people type at certain hours of the day, the emojis they use, their use of punctuation or lower case and upper case letters, and js all that other stuff. but when they start typing in a slightly different way whenever they talk to me, i get worried. i get scared that maybe they dont like me anymore. i'll compare how they type now to how they typed a few weeks ago and notice the difference, i'll compare how they talk to me and how they talk to other people and notice the difference. if they regularly use emojis or smth and they stop using emojis and they use more lowercase letters than usual, i get scared. did i do smth that bothered them? r they just tired? did my responses make them feel uncomfortable? did smth else happen? maybe theyre upset for a different reason. idk but i js really overthink it
i translated it and it says "commit suicide"
"we need more SA representation " but then when we do get representation ppl dont take it seriously..
bsd fandoms pmo so bad bc a character will literally be SA'd and its so obvious but they dont care. junichirou was literally SA'd by naomi, yet ppl say "but he didnt stop her" DID YOU KNOW THAT PPL WHO GET SA'd OFTEN DONT EVEN RLLY TRY TO PREVENT IT BECAUSE IT IS LITERALLY A TRAUMATZIING EVENT. THEY GET SCARED TO PREVENT IT. SAME WITH THE DAZAI AND THE NURSE SCENE. "i wish i was the nurse!!" "i cant believe dazai fucked a nurse for a phone!!" NO????? IF A NURSE DOES SMTH SEXUAL WITH A PATIENT, THATS ILLEGAL!! PLUS, DAZAI HAD SOME SORT OF MEDICINE IN HIS SYSTEM IF IM NOT MISTAKEN SINCE HE WAS LITERALLY THE IN HOSPITAL SO THAT MADE IT EASIER FOR HIM TO BE TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF!!!!! THE NURSE SA'D HIM!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏
made yet another unnecessary oc.
its a zombie.
i have too many ocs idk what to do with them🥀
Whatever...go my new transgender hcs
Tboy kaito and Gakupo (T4T GAY MEN FIGHT ME)
Tgirl gekiyaku
Tboy Kazehiki (Kazehiki and Gekiyaku trans siblings real, they did a swap)
Tboy deuce (from twisted wonderland, I have no explanation!!!!)
Tgirl nene is cool, not all the way about it though
Tgirl Natsuki isn't new but she should be mentioned
Tboy Kotaro (yes he's an Npc, no I don't care)
I know nothing about blue lock but itoshi rin is very tboy Aura to me....
Tboy Mayoi
Tboy Aira shiratori (ENSTARS...NOT THE PINK GIRL FROM DANDADAN)
tboy Tsukasa sou
Tboy Fuyume Hanamura
Tboy Saburo yamada
Tboy Jyushi Aimono
EVERYONE IS TRANS
(transfem kangel honorable mention I think she's cool)
PEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAKPEAK
R u coming to school today??
I'm not tehe :3
???THATS NOT FAIR IM GONNA KMS😭😭😭