Fuuuuck That Is My Circus. Are Those…? Yep… Those Are My Monkeys….. Goddammit.

Sometimes I get epiphanies but only for a short moment. I can physically feel my mindset shifting from a negative outlook to a positive view. Like fog clearing up. I can see, but only for a moment. So when I'm down at least I know there is a chance of me finding that place again. A mind that is clear and not muddled with hopelessness.

me when I soooo don't have anxiety :P

there’s 10 pounds of glitter in my brain ( ^ω^ )

(ignore the blood pouring out idk why that’s there)

to those of you who are moving here from tiktok, from someone whos used both tiktok and tumbr for years...

1. DO NOT censor your posts

dont censor sex, abuse, suicide, dont censor it. we dont have censors like tiktok does, you wont be banned for talking about these things and tagging them properly helps people avoid them (also, we dont have shadowbanning here)

2. we dont really have an algorithm

you follow who you follow, and you see posts from who you follow or what you search. the 'for you page' is basically useless here. this also brings me to my next two points

3. dont crosstag

we get it, on tiktok you have to crosstag for reach, but thats not really a thing here. just tag your posts properly (also posters often leave more info about the post in the tags!! and when you reblog stuff you can leave your own notes in the tags, kind of like the old "repost comments" on tiktok)

4. dont expect to go viral/be famous

"viral" isnt really a thing on here (at least not for the average blogger). your posts will probably get 2-10 likes and you wont get nearly as many followers than on tiktok. thats just how tumblr is

5. blocking is your best friend

tiktok is VERY discussion based, and while tumblr is much more discussion based than other social medias, its still not a good place for ragebait/discourse. dont interact, itll make your experience worse in the end, just block and move on

6. you cant go into someone elses house and start rearranging their furniture

this is tumblr, not tiktok. dont diss old tumblr users for how they use the site or try to change them, thats like going into someone elses house and trying to rearrange their furniture. we've been here longer and we're familiar with the site and its culture, either find your niche, adapt, or find a different app

Ever since I was a little girl I’ve loved information

u ever just past by a random tumblr acc and ur like “woaw! this person is mentally ill as fuck!” and u almost feel better abt urself until u see ur reflection or smth and realize how bad u are too

switching between needing physical touch and wanting to rip my skin off at the thought of another human being touching me